Guilty Passion의 모든 챕터: 챕터 11 - 챕터 20

“Avery is my wife!” Upon hearing it the Earth beneath my feet stopped.  My mind was in a state of shock to hear his absurd words. The unpredictable turns of events shook my very core. I fell into the cracks of my lamentable fate, falling deep into the depths of the abyss. I cannot fathom, I couldn't react. His vehement words deprived me of energy.  I exhaled and raised my fragmented gaze. Tears threatened to fall but I held them back somehow. I looked at Blaze, standing almighty and unaffected by the disaster he had caused.  I swallowed hard and blinked a few times, thinking it was nothing but a horrible nightmare. But I know it's not.  "Watch your mouth." Jeremy growled. I quickly got away from Blaze and moved back. 

 After he left, I quickly locked the door as my lungs gasped for some air in his lethal presence. I lost my breath and felt suffocated, he intoxicated my mind in his fear. I put my head over the door and began to cry out loud, letting out the tears I was holding inside me for so long, the cries of ravage I tried to bury inside me. Tears blurred my vision, rolling down without any halt, reflecting my devastation. I let out my cries of the desperation of being forced in this life I never desire. I still couldn’t believe what happened. I felt like a dream from which I will wake up and marry Jeremy but no, it was the harsh reality which is unbearable for me where I lost everything in a few moments. Only if I knew these were marriage licence papers, I would never sign them. I was so terrified back then that I failed to notice the contents of the papers. He broke my happy life to pieces, crushing my sweet

Blaze POV:- She is breaking my tranquil. I have been trying to be calm with her but she never fails to push me past my limit using one way or another. In one day, she showed me my virulent life. I know one thing, her and I can never become one. She will live with me as a liability and if she behaves herself I might think about giving her back the freedom I deprived of her. Just how cruel life is? Destroying both mine and her life. We can’t be together and this relationship of ours is nothing but a burden. I haven’t even marked her, she is legally mine but not spiritually. I understand her demeanour, what can I expect? After demolishing her life, taking her loved ones away from her. I sighed deeply and went to everyone, I need to announce that I have found my so-called mate. “Listen everyone!” I called my pack. Everyone turned

After pulling my last straw of patience and drawing out the unwanted actions from me, I cleared my mind a bit and realized I shouldn’t have slapped her, I could have talked to her about it and made her understand about the importance of food rather than becoming infuriated but I couldn’t help as her action evoked unwanted memories which I am trying to forget but now I don’t think I can. The miserable life given by humans to a life bound with one… just how unpleasant it sounds. I paced around the room and after thinking about my action for a while, I knew I shouldn’t have raised my hand against her and went back to her room. She was obviously scared to see me. Her breath became rapid, she crawled back as her back hit the wall. “I-I didn’t m-mean to…” She said breathlessly, moving away, clutching her shirt tightly. I stopped, looking at how afraid she was of me

“I offer my life to you, Blaze.” We heard and abruptly pulled away. He looked around vaguely to apprehend where this voice came from. “Who was it?” I asked. “Was it you, Lily?” I asked because there’s no one other than her here. She asked, “What are you talking about?” “Did you say something?” I asked but then Blaze grabbed my arm and took me with him. He took me to a corner and asked, “Did you hear it as well?” He asked. I nodded. “Before?” He asked again. “No.” “Do you have any idea what it could be about?” He seemed desperate to know about them. “I believe it’s a reminder to your hatred and change yourself and fucking liberate me.” I scoffed. “Shut up.” he frowned. I don’t care what it is. It’s for you, deal with this yourself…. unless I am your second wife.” I m