Angelo  I've always been relaxed when it came to my love life . It was always about sex at some point  and wherever possible I'd have it on the daily. I was addicted. A year after rehab  I met Cleo and  our relationship made sense we had the  twins and they were my first biological children. Giovanni wasn't mine ; he was someone's child . This has just been the toughest year on me  and it's gotten a whole lot complicated with what had happened.  Mia blew up the whole office floor of the communications department. She was the one who was responsible for the leak  and security breach. Cleo was innocent from the get go and I don't know what  came over me .  I  was just so angered by seeing  pictures of Cleo with other men and all those wounds that Nina had inflicted on me  opened up  and bled  profusely. Cleo was caught in a crossfire she didn't start. 

 Angelo  I can't do anything right . I really can't win. Once I mess up I can't stop messing up no matter how hard I try and clean up my mess. I wanted to see my baby girl but I forgot that in order to access the family wing I need authorisation from Brent even though I own half the hospital . It was a security protocol we put in place after the twins were born . I tried to call him and it went straight to voicemail . When I reached the wing; security started giving me a hard time.  I hadn't shaved and even though I groomed my beard I knew that it made me look a bit scary because my son was traumatized when he saw me . When Cleo walked out and I locked eyes with her my whole world stopped. She is emotionally strong and she's the strongest person I know... She put up with me and I put her through hell . I want to treat her right and I don't know where to star. I don't want to lose her. I got so angry that I threw a vase

 Angelo  The past two weeks have been hard on me; not only emotionally but business wise too. The explosion caused more harm than good. It earned Mia a one way ticket to a mental institution and a long lecture . I was afraid to tell Cleo that I can't forgive myself because my mother was behind what had happened. She has influence and the kind of influence she has over people is really potent . If Cleo knew she would be asking a lot of questions I don't have the answers to... I hate keeping stuff from her. I came back to the Luca estate with her so that I could be close to her and Ava and keep an eye on them . Financially Massa was stable but the communications department brought in a lot of money. Cleo knew how things worked and keeping her in the dark wasn't something I wanted to get used to. I couldn't take it. So when I got up this morning at nine ;I called my dad to tell him what had been going on and how much it was hurting me to treat my

 Angelo I looked at Cleo and she gently took Ava it of my arms and I followed her upstairs. She had the twins rooms done and Ava's room was gorgeous it was pink with shades of blue . It had butterflies and clouds including unicorns. I needed to talk to her and I understood why she was feeling insecure. I've given her more than enough reason over the past couple of weeks and I haven't been behaving like a husband should.  As soon as Cleo put Ava down she headed to the kitchen and poured herself a cup of coffee. She knew she wasn't supposed to be drinking it but she was . She looked a bit pale and although she tried to hide it I knew she was not well . I sat across her on the kitchen island and she looked me mad as hell. I got up without saying a word walked over and took her cup . I chucked the coffee out and put the cup in the dishwasher.  " What did you do that for?" " You're

 Angelo I have a twin brother... I seriously have a twin brother and its Luigi. We both look like our grandfather. Since I didn't know how my mother looked ; Claudio came over to the house and showed me. I can't be angry at him. He raised me when Romano was going through a lot . I am still wrapping my head around the fact that I have two brothers. I still own Massa and my uncle gave it to me because he didn't want me to be stuck with fighting for a piece of the Luca pie. I am thankful for that . More than that I am thankful that I now know the truth and I don't have to struggle with my identity.  Cleo has been supportive for the past couple of days. I moved my life away from the city to a house in the middle of the forest. I can work from home and run things from anywhere. Cleo too has been working from home and our office was in the study . It was big enough for the both of us and Ava like Pia has me wrapped around her finger. I c