All Chapters of Destroy Me: RAZE: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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Chapter 11
The moment my eyes meet Ethan’s from the doorway, I knew there was no turning back. I had to admit every lie that I’ve told. Before Alexander left the room, he’d touched my hand and gave it a small squeeze of reassurance. I return the gesture with a small smile. I turn to Ethan and watch him cross the small space from the doorway to the couch. He looks ethereal. Tight dark jeans cover his long legs and he’s exchanged the button-down he was wearing earlier for a yellow hoodie, that looked so adorable on him. Only Ethan Reed could look simultaneously cute and hot. When Ethan finally reaches me, he says, “Hi.” To which I reply with a, “Hi,” back. After that, we both sit in silence. It's awkward, to say the least. We both aren't sure how to continue, but it was Ethan who breaks the silence first. “It was really cool seeing you up there.” “It’s nothing,” I reply, twisting my hair in my fingers. Anything to keep them busy; I can't look Ethan in the eyes. I still feel weird about lying.
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Chapter 12
“I can’t believe you convinced me,” whining would do me no good now as I sit in the passenger’s seat of Ethan Reed’s Porsche Panamera GTS. Ethan just smirks, “If it would make you feel better, just think of it like you didn’t have a choice.” That part is true. After walking all the way out of the compound, there still aren’t any taxis around, not even on booking apps. I seriously considered hitch-hiking, when a white Porsche pulled up beside me. “Get in,” Ethan says through the lowered window. And now, here I am, admiring the white interior of Ethan’s car. I feel so embarrassed now. I protested about riding with him and in the end, I still had to. “I’m sorry for the trouble, and thank you.” He really didn’t have to do this, but Ethan’s a pretty good guy. Though I’m still very much worried about how this is all going to play out, I’m grateful for his help. “Hey, it’s no big deal,” Ethan replies taking a quick glance at me. “I’m the one who insisted, remember?” That makes me smil
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Chapter 13
“From now on, I’ll follow you wherever you go.” “I’m sorry, you want to do what?” Ethan Reed, the sexiest man in the world is sitting across from me at a cute little coffee shop just outside the city, and he’s asking me to do what? Shadow him? “No, no! Absolutely not!” And if it helps, I wave my hands in front of me. There’s no way. There’s just no way I’d agree to something like that. “Come on, Keira.” Now that’s just unfair. There’s no saying ‘No’ to those puppy dog eyes, but I have to remain firm. For my own sake, and for his. “You won’t even notice my presence, I’ll totally be out of your way.” “Why do you even want to do this?” Ethan looks at me like I was stupid. Granted, he did just explain to me a plan of his that would make him more confident to be himself, but it involves me and him being around each other all the time. That is already a stupid idea and a recipe for a disaster. *** I look around the café. It’s almost empty; at least from what I can see from our privat
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Chapter 14
“And when you make those sounds in the microphone? Oh, fuck it’s just magic.” I try my hardest not to blush, but it’s impossible. How do you react to someone telling you your moans sound like magic? I wish I could freeze this moment, frame it, and keep it next to my bed forever. Ethan spends another five minutes praising me as Brandy and how he’d want that for himself too. And honestly, there is nothing more I want to do than help him, but I don’t know what to do. He says he’d shadow me, but that’s too risky considering he’s an idol with a load of paparazzi waiting at every corner. “Ethan, you need to think this through,” I start after putting my coffee mug down. It’s already my second mug of coffee and I’m pretty sure I would need another one very soon. “Everywhere you turn there’s a camera in your face. Just one photo of you spending time with me would immediately be bad publicity for you and Raze. I can’t be the cause of that, I’m sorry.” No matter which angle I look at this, at
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Chapter 15
Keira“Keira!” I flinch when I hear my name being called. “Why don’t you join us?”Panicked, my eyes immediately go to the two staff members monitoring the group. My heart pounds loudly in my chest, but I manage to calm it down when I see the two busy on their phones. I send an apologetic look down Alexander’s way, mouthing my apologies as I continue to pass around the cups of iced coffee that I brought for the staff.“Where’s mine?” a woman’s voice asks, and color me surprised, I didn’t think we were having visitors, and for it to be Rina of all people.“Oh, I’m sorry,” I mutter quickly. “Here you go.”Rina accepts it without so much as a thank you. That was mine but I guess another trip to the coffee shop is better than getting scolded in front of the guys. She must be here to spend time with Ethan, and she’s a visitor. I couldn’t deny her even if I wanted to.Inwardly, I sigh when Alexander waves me over, bringing the group’s attention to me. Now, I can’t refuse, already embarrasse
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Chapter 16
KeiraI blame it on reflex when I shake Ethan’s hand away a little too violently. Well, reflexes and panic.“What are you doing?” I whisper-yell at him, my head whipping side to side to check if anyone saw. About half a dozen people are walking the halls but no one was paying attention to us, thank God. “This isn’t what we talked about!”My irritation grows when Ethan holds his hands up in surrender, but he doesn’t look even a little bit sorry for what he did.He and I agreed that we’d keep it lowkey. To be honest, I didn’t think we’d have to interact this early on after we made that deal. Shit, should I have asked for a written contract? That way I could set some limits. If even a tiny rumor starts, Ethan would get scolded a bit, but I would get fired. I literally have everything to lose, and this asshole is acting like everything is right in the world.“Relax,” he says chuckling at my reaction. I may have overreacted a little, but it was his fault for being careless in the first pla
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Chapter 17
KeiraI don’t see Ethan for the rest of the day and even the next day after that. This might be just me overthinking, but what if Ethan is avoiding me?I hadn’t meant to be rude but I do admit that I might have been a little rude. Sighing, I drag my ass up to the studio. After begging the senior producer for weeks, I managed to get myself a free slot to use one of the recording studios.To be honest, when Ethan offered to let me produce a song for him, I was beyond excited. I got to work right away, and in three short days, I’ve managed to come up with a couple of songs that I could pitch to him… well if he’s still willing to listen.“Wow, look at all this stuff,” I mutter quietly to myself. This is probably the only time I’d get an opportunity to use these so I have to make the most of it. “Don’t screw this up, Keira.”Making quick work with the setup, I set ample time for when the cue starts so I can run into the booth and sing.The first notes of the song filter into the headphones
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Chapter 18
KeiraSweat drips down my chest under the strobing club light, drunk on the energy in the room. It was times like these when I really love my job despite how taxing it is. There’s no greater feeling than seeing so many people grooving to my music.“What is it?” I ask when a staff member taps me on the shoulder to whisper in my ear. “VIPs? Sure, I can do that.”I do a quick search on my laptop, looking for the perfect song to play. Found it.“I heard we got a couple of VIPs on the floor tonight,” I say into the mic, flirtingly. “Let’s give them a warm welcome, shall we?”Moving to the turntable, I spin then a couple of times, building up the song until I reach the perfect moment to transition into RAZE’s newest dance song. ‘Like it.’The opening chorus pours in through the speakers and the crowd goes wild! However, this time I know it’s not because of my music, but the hype in knowing there are celebrities in the club. Whoever they are, they made a pretty good request. ‘Like it’ is one
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Chapter 19
KeiraFinally moving to stand up, squeeze past Ethan to head to the booth. Chris’s time is almost done, but I know he’ll keep it moving until I’m ready.As I slip past Ethan, a hand grips around my wrist stopping me effectively. “Hey, Keira, we’re okay, right?”“Huh?”Ethan lets go of my wrist like he’d been burned. It’s like he’s only realizing now what he did. With the same hand, he scratches the back of his head, sitting awkwardly as I stare curiously at him.“Just— I’m sorry about the other day, I was a dick to you when you were just protecting yourself,” he says, as his eyes dart from mine to the wall, then back to mine. I think it’s cute how he couldn’t hold eye contact. “I didn’t realize exactly how dangerous this deal is for you.”Though a little irritated at how he used my real name, I’m too surprised to care. I know I’ve thought of it, but I didn’t think that he’d actually spent time to ponder on his actions toward me. Is that why he was aloof these past few days?“Um, wow.
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Chapter 20
Keira After that encounter, I turned my phone off and stayed at home for the next two days. Thankfully, it’s a weekend. I guess the universe is still on my side. I spend that downtime focusing on my music. I manage to produce two complete beats, undistracted before my mind wanders back to my encounter with Ethan. Why the hell did he do that? But I really can’t come up with anything so I blamed it on him being drunk. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have done that. He wouldn’t have held me like that. He wouldn’t have tried to kiss me. However, despite all my best efforts, I can’t get him out of my head. “You know what? Fuck it,” I mutter to myself as I make a dive for the bedside table where my phone is. I turn it on and ignore all the other notifications except those from Ethan. ETHAN REED [12:40 AM] Hey, can we talk? ETHAN REED [12:52 AM] Keira, I’m sorry for earlier. Why do I never run out of things to apologize for? ETHAN REED [1:30 AM] Keira, please call me back. Thank fuck f
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