Chapter 351 Ellie I've never been afraid of anything will have appeared in the situation that things might go wrong if things go wrong will go wrong if things go right they will go right and if it's in between well things are going to go the way they're supposed to go and I should just take the punches as they come and roll with them. I'm trained to enjoy long waiting periods and torture but sometimes the torture isn't that sever and in this case a pivotal part with both games I'm playing a part where I am reading both of them but something feels a bit off something else felt off since I've been captured and I know for a fact that my friend is keeping something for me. Matteo had a tell tell sign he reads like a book and the only reason I've loved him and I still do to this day is that he is predictable unlike my fiance who is unpredictable because you can never know what Maxwell is thinking . If he was able to do what he did to me and put the blame on someone else without anyone

Chapter 353 Ellie Last night was a very hectic night. I know how to process information and register shock where feelings are concerned. This time I couldn't tell the difference between whether I was processing what I was being told or was reacting from shock. All I knew was that my whole life has been a lie. My grandfather has never liked me hanging around anyone with the last name; Massa , come to think of it, I was never supposed to be friends with Matt. I believe in making connections with people and if you vibe with each other why not be friends regardless of what anybody says. When it comes to relationships I always say that; your friendship and relationship might not make sense to other people but as long as it makes sense to the both of you all the truth that you're with and they have your best interest at heart then I see no problem why you shouldn't pursue a relationship with someone who's going to be there for you and the whole world is turning against. Matteo has alwa

Chapter 355 Ellie There was some sort of rebirth that takes place when you start rediscovering yourself. It's like a whole new world that you didn't know existed . In some way you could call it a phase of rediscovery.I've said it before that I knew who I was and where was coming from but right now it feels as if I need to figure out who the hell am I and what my other half in tears because I know that I have a child born of love and I'm a combination of my parents love. I knew something was off when my grandfather didn't treat me the way he treated my cousin you always treated me like I was an outsider and I always had to prove myself to him even when I was more successful and what of my businesses were thriving he only said well done good on you he hasn't never prayed me or acknowledged my accomplishments and that indirectly hurts and I couldn't figure out why I wasn't his favorite though he claimed that I was he didn't treat me fairly and it showed in his actions because he's a M

Chapter 357 Ellie Suppressed feelings have a way of coming out unexpectedly if you don't want to know how to handle them. If you don't know how to be practical with your feelings and you know how to be practical with day-to-day things then you are not practical at all. You have to master both being practical with your feelings and your actions. The trick is to not let your feelings direct your actions. The hardest thing to master is to balance both your brain in your heart one cannot function without the other and you need to have both in agreement in order to be at peace but sometimes one knows more than the other and that's where in logic kicks in because you cannot be making decisions based on feelings you've got to make decisions that can sometimes be life-changing based on logic where feelings are concerned you need to take a bit more time to figure out if you are being driven by feeling or here if you are being driven by logic .

Chapter 359 Ellie I don't like not being in control of what's going on in my life,and with everything going on the last thing I needed was to be at odds with my fiance I'm still grappling with the fact that I finally found out who my real father was and that I was not as free as I thought I was on top of that I need to also figure out how am I going to navigate a lot of things. I need to grapple with the fact that I'm not who everybody says I am somebody different and I'm dealing with this metamorphosis the best way I can. I'm taking it as a big adventure but sometimes adventure has twists and turns and you need something or someone to ground you. Don't get me wrong I'm happy that my son and my fiance are with me and that last night I had a semi peaceful sleep. I know my fiance very well and I know it like the back of my hand and I knew that you was mad at me for conspiring with someone I was related to to make sure that