บททั้งหมดของ She was mine: บทที่ 21 - บทที่ 30

"Okay let me get this straight" min ho began in a casual tone as if we were the best of friends having a normal conversation and not some strangers who only met less than an hour ago. He was definitely more chatty than his brother."Are you telling me that Jeon, my very quiet and absolutely reserved brother, took you out to listen to jazz, which he by the way treats like some sort of sacred tradition and actually danced with you? He narrowed his eyes at me sounding genuinely surprised and I couldn't help but laugh at just how funny he looked with that weird face he was making."Yes, I believe that's exactly what I meant" I managed to tell him in between my laughter, but he still didn't look quite convinced with his eyes still narrowing at me as if I was telling a well known lie "I promise am not making it up" I added innocently

The flight from Busan to home was as utterly miserable as it was exhausting and by the time we had finally reached our flat, my head was pounding with a rather awful headache and I wanted nothing more than to just shut myself up inside my room and sleep for a few days. Bona seemed a little concerned at my sudden change in mood of course, but she chose not to inquire as to why that was. Instead, she just left me alone with my thoughts and then went about her own business.  She was kind of thoughtful that way and I was very thankful for that because Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to put into words just how much my weird encounter with Jeon's twin, Minho, had me all rilled up. Don't get me wrong, seeing Minho at that ball was a good thing. He is obviousl

"Mia?" Jeon called my name out in shocked wonder and I just stood there smiling like an idiot. Trying my best to not show my increasing anxiety as he started walking towards me. It worked for a bit until he started getting closer and suddenly, I was overwhelmed with the desire to just bolt and run for the woods, instead of facing him."Hey Jeon ...uhm..how are you doing?" I stuttered a greeting in a terribly shaky voice that laterally gave away all my fake confidence. He didn't seem to notice the tremor in my voice though, but then again maybe he did, and was just polite enough to not laugh in my face about it."Am alright love, how are you?" he said with his signature smile fixed on his beautiful face. He was now only a few meters away from me and I was surprised as to how I was still standing strong when everything inside of

I fell in love with Jeon in the same way a heavy storm devours the earth when it falls after a long drought.. Violent, hard and all at once. Every little thing about him appealed to me. From the way he spoke, walked, smiled and even to the way he laughed.  I never wanted to have anything more than I wanted to be with this man. And even though I was pretty sure that his heart was never going to be mine alone, my heart still chose to be with him regardless of that fact. It was really terrifying to have to feel so much for someone who might never truly love me in the same way that I wanted him to, but it's not like I had any choice in the matter either, I knew that I couldn't bring myself to st

My idea of visiting Jeon on the island, turned out to be a very good one because it actually managed to return the brotherly relationship that the two of us had lost back to the way it used to be. It was really a wonderful experience to have my older brother back into my life again after spending so many months in anguishing guilt that shattered my heart to pieces whenever I so much as thought about him. But regardless of how good things were between us, they were still a few moments when I caught the pain in his eyes. It was obvious that he still missed her a lot and the fact that he had forgiven me for my betrayal, didn't exactly mean that he had completely healed from his heartbreak. I really did feel bad that I was the reason for his pain when I am also