The next morning, I woke up to a beautiful feeling of contentment and pure bliss and as I laid there watching the delicate beauty of a woman sleeping soundly next to me.
She looked so very peaceful in her sleep and I couldn't help but smile like an idiot in love as my mind went back to the moment of our intense passion and whispered promises of love. The moment when I kissed her delicate lips without reservation and made love to her, right on top of her kitchen counter.
It was definitely wrong of me to get that far in our relationship just yet, let alone feel so happy about it, but I didn't let myself care about all of that in that moment. All I wanted to do now, was to hold her, to love her even harder, to forget about my apparent betrayal for a moment longer and just to be happy.
"Mia?" Jeon called my name out in shocked wonder and I just stood there smiling like an idiot. Trying my best to not show my increasing anxiety as he started walking towards me. It worked for a bit until he started getting closer and suddenly, I was overwhelmed with the desire to just bolt and run for the woods, instead of facing him."Hey Jeon ...uhm..how are you doing?" I stuttered a greeting in a terribly shaky voice that laterally gave away all my fake confidence. He didn't seem to notice the tremor in my voice though, but then again maybe he did, and was just polite enough to not laugh in my face about it."Am alright love, how are you?" he said with his signature smile fixed on his beautiful face. He was now only a few meters away from me and I was surprised as to how I was still standing strong when everything inside of
I arrived on the island several hours later after leaving Kristal's apartment, and even though I was the one who kept insisting on coming over right away to speak to my brother about all the things that had broken the brotherly love we had between us, I still found myself feeling terrified of actually facing him and doing just that. It might have been the thought of having to sit there, and watch his reaction to all the things I had to say to him, that had me feeling a whole lot more nervous than I actually anticipated but regardless of whatever it was, I ended up deciding to take a little bit more time before going through with any of it. It was actually a good thing that I had already reserved a room for myself at a hotel that was miles away from the vacation house where he was currently staying. I didn't need him to find o
I fell in love with Jeon in the same way a heavy storm devours the earth when it falls after a long drought..Violent, hard and all at once.Every little thing about him appealed to me. From the way he spoke, walked, smiled and even to the way he laughed. I never wanted to have anything more than I wanted to be with this man. And even though I was pretty sure that his heart was never going to be mine alone, my heart still chose to be with him regardless of that fact.It was really terrifying to have to feel so much for someone who might never truly love me in the same way that I wanted him to, but it's not like I had any choice in the matter either, I knew that I couldn't bring myself to st
Dinner at the Shilla hotel turned out to be as exquisite and as elegant as I expected it to be. Everything about it screamed expensive and fancy. From the beautiful twinkling lights that dangled in every corner of where our table was setup on the hotel lawn, to the expensive champagne that was continuously filled into our champagne flutes every time our glasses got the slightest bit empty. The champagne part seemed to please Bona very much. She seemed happy that she could just about drink the entire bottle of that expensive champagne without having to worry about paying anything for it. And that's why she made sure to compliment the hardworking waiters everytime they came by for another refill to her glass.Jeon on the other hand, was as quiet as pond wat
My idea of visiting Jeon on the island, turned out to be a very good one because it actually managed to return the brotherly relationship that the two of us had lost back to the way it used to be.It was really a wonderful experience to have my older brother back into my life again after spending so many months in anguishing guilt that shattered my heart to pieces whenever I so much as thought about him. But regardless of how good things were between us, they were still a few moments when I caught the pain in his eyes.It was obvious that he still missed her a lot and the fact that he had forgiven me for my betrayal, didn't exactly mean that he had completely healed from his heartbreak.I really did feel bad that I was the reason for his pain when I am also
I stood glued to Minho's side for what seemed like forever, praying desperately for Jeon to show up soon and join the party but a good 30 minutes passed with me still standing there and he was yet to show up.I began to wonder what could have been so important to have kept him inside the house for that long when he knew that I was out there waiting for him. It all didn't make sense to me really, and the more I thought about it, the more I started to think that maybe he just didn't want me to be out there waiting for him in the first place. I started to freak out from the inside even though I did everything I could to keep that smile on my face all for minho's sake.But Minho saw right through me though and now he started getting extra careful around me, treating me with so much consideration and making sure that I was as c
"So did you do it?" I asked Jeon as soon as he walked into the kitchen where I was already stuffing my face with so much food to feed a small army. I always wake up to a massive appetite whenever I drink too much."Do what?" He asked as he got a water bottle from the fridge and started drinking from it. His face showed no clue whatsoever as to what the hell I was going on about."Did you two have sex?" I rephrased simply and Jeon almost choked on the water. His cheeks flushed a bright pink too, contrasting terribly with the bright green vest he was wearing and his eyes were all wide with disbelief at my nonchalance on the whole subject."It's really none of your damn business minho!" He managed to say after pulling himself together, huffing a little as he c
I woke up to a gentle shake of my shoulder and Jeon's somewhat amused face that looked down at me from the other side of the sofa where he was kneeling down beside me.He'd called to invite me to lunch earlier that morning and I excitedly accepted without considering that I had been working for the most part of the night and I was simply beyond exhausted and so here I was, sleeping the day off instead of helping him prepare the said lunch like I said I would."Hey how long have I been asleep?" I whispered softly to him and his face relaxed into a wide smile that lit up his entire face like fireworks."Two hours maybe" he answered through his smile then went on to plant a few soft kisses on my forehead. I hummed softly to the beautiful feeling of his caressi