Lahat ng Kabanata ng She was mine: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

In a short period of 20 minutes, I had managed to change into three different outfits and check myself in the mirror countless times but still found that, I didn't like any of those outfits. It was ridiculous to say the least, and I was too old to be acting like a school girl on her very first date just because Jeon suggested on an outing with me around the island. But if I was being honest with myself, I would totally admit to the fact that, ever since he decided to be friends with me all those weeks ago, I couldnt help but fall hard for his gentle character and amazing good looks. Infact, I liked him so much that I had to stop myself from telling him just how much on several different occasions. It got even worse when, he would innocently smile in my face and cause total commotion from the butterflies in my stomach. So his

When Jeon and I started that walk. I was feeling pretty nervous like I usually was whenever I was around him, but I eventually started to feel at ease as the day progressed and before long, we were laughing and joking around like we had known each other for a very long time. It was surprising to see Jeon lighten up and make easy jokes when he was always the reserved and quiet one in all the times that we had met up in the past. But it's not like I was complaining about it. Infact, I was really happy with the way the day turned out that I couldn't stop smiling and laughing at every little thing he said to me. As we walked through various stalls with different antiques on display for tourists, I found myself quietly wondering how it would feel like if I were to hold his hand while we walked. Or maybe run my hands through his me

My heart was too close to the edge of falling apart as I heard my mother's mocking voice Ring through my ears while my lips were still slightly pressed against Kristal's and I knew I couldn't handle the mess I had just created.Panicked, Kristal stood up so quickly from her chair to face my mother who in turn just stared at the both of us from across the room. She looked pissed with her eyes pulled together in a scowl and her arms folded across her chest."What's going on here?" She asked in a very calm but angry voice."Mom uhm... please I can explain this to you" I tried sounding as calm as she did, but I was far too nervous for my voice to come out as confident as I had hoped for. I cleared my throat and got off the chair as well. I knew I had to find a suitabl

I thought of Jeon as I sat alone in my office long after working hours were over and everyone else had gone home.The way he'd looked at me on the night he left had itself burnt inside my brain so deep and I was more than convinced he hated my guts beyond anything else. Not like anyone would ever blame him for it anyway, because even I would hate my guts if I was the one in his position. But whether I was to be blamed or not, really didn't matter anymore because, he was gone now and I had no other way to get over my frustrations than submerging myself in work during the day, and then drinking myself to sleep right after.None of the people around me including my father ever questioned my sudden change in behavior. It was weird of me to suddenly grow fond of work

Several more weeks passed and Jeon was still stuck on that damn island of his with no hint whatsoever as to when he would come back home. So that left me with no choice, but to take up on everything else that he ever did when he was around and that included attending some terribly boring charity event that he was invited to. Normally, I would never for the life of me think of going to such horrid events because I hated them. I couldn't stand the very idea of having to smile politely all night and just pretend to everyone that I was a great person. Because clearly, I wasn't. But as it turned out, I had no choice but to go there on behalf of my estranged brother. I drove out of the house to attend the said event with a mental note to get the hell out of there as soon as I possibly could. Besides, I was only going there to ke