Lahat ng Kabanata ng A Killer’s Diary: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

XIENNEIt’s already midnight yet I still can not sleep. I am thinking if I could continue my plan to Ace. I know it would be really hard because I still need to make him fall in love with me first. I need to get his full attention, make him fall deeper and harder.Meanwhile, about Nikolai, I never thought he is a member of a fraternity. I just saw him as a weird and creepy guy, that’s all. Nothing much.I still can get off my mind what he had said to me before when I first saw him. He told me that he can see me. That he is watching me. Whatever the means about that, it really gives goosebumps to me.I am thinking that he is not just a normal guy. So I need to be careful around him. Who knows if he is stalking me? I know, I am too paranoid for thinking like that but I need to be extra careful. A text from someone pulled me back to reality. I did not waste any time and checked who it

XIENNEWhen I already found out the right words to say, I shook my head before speaking. “So you have a relationship?” I asked. “Rhiza and Clarisse?”Is this the reason why they are both willing to answer Miss Jensen’s question about the same-sex relationship because they have a relationship? Ugh, disgusting.“Xienne, let us explain first,” said Rhiza.“Explain what? I clearly understand what I saw. You do not need to explain,” I said.“X-xienne,” Clarisse stuttered. “Can you hide it? Can you please not say this to any one of our classmates? Please, I am begging you!” She started crying.Oh, darling, I can’t promise you that.I laughed when it already sank in. I never thought that these two has a relationship. I just saw them as friends and nothing romantic between them. I just know they are super close and they can’t be away from e

XIENNEI go back to my seat and made myself busy. I did not bother to look at them again. After all, they are silent and no one is speaking. I only heard Rhiza crying.Clarisse doesn’t know how to console her girlfriend. Clark draw near me and stared at me blankly.“Is that true? Tell me you are only making up a story,” he said.I shook my head. “It isn’t a joke, Clark. As long as I don’t want to believe it too but I saw it my by two eyes, clearly.” I sighed. “Please know that I don’t want to make any conflicts but I think you all deserve to know it.”He nodded. “Yeah, I understand. It’s just that I can’t believe it.”I looked at Rhiza and Clarisse. The latter is rubbing Rhiza’s back and while Misty is in front of them, watching their every move.“What are you going to do now?” I asked. “Please do understand their situation, too. Maybe they really love each other.”Ace comes over us, too. They both sat in the chairs in front of me. Ace

XIENNEBecause of the severity of my condition, I chose to stay in the hospital temporarily until I recovered. If I go home to the apartment, there is a good chance or high possibility that Lexy and Nikolai will visit me every day. My classmates might also visit me which can’t happen, they might see what’s in my room. They can't figure out my plan. I thought of that for a long time, they should not ruin my plan.I missed class for almost two days and Ace told me yesterday that our classmates might visit me when they have time after class. They already know too that Clarisse is the mastermind of what happened to me. I heard they are ignoring both Rhiza and Clarisse. I don’t think they should ignore Rhiza too, I only hate Clarisse. I also think that Rhiza has nothing to do with what happened to me, she’s too nice to agree with what her girlfriend is planning.Nikolai did not visit me since the night I was admitted here to the hospital. I don't know what he is up to.

XIENNEClark being true to his words really did teach me of our discussions last week. Undeniable, he speaks like a smart student, I thought why did he not used his brain before. He used to ditch classes and fail all of his exams and quizzes but now, he looks smarter than me.Is he really dumb or stupid before or it’s just that he is too lazy to study but he is really a wise person? I was amazed by the way he teaches me every single detail that he had learned.Almost all of our classmates are looking at us... including Ace that looks pissed. I just smiled at him and waved my right hand. He smiled a little too that looks unreal.Is he... jealous? I hope not, he shouldn’t be jealous, we’re not in a relationship after all. Oh, I remember I am giving him false hopes that are part of my plan.“Xienne,” Clark interrupted. “Are you still listening? Did you understand what I have said earlier?”I nodded and smiled. “Of course, I heard it loud enough. You