AVA
You know one thing about falling in love, is it makes you do a lot of things you really don't wanna do. It's crazy and for some awkward reasons I've never been in love. I don't even care much about men because I guess I was pretty busy thinking of pockets to pick from.
I look out the glass walls of the cafe as I watch this couple walks by. They look happy or they're pretending to be happy.
I hum to the song blaring from my earphone as I eat my dozens of donuts. An average girl shouldn't be eating this but I was never an average. In fact whatever thing I am today wasn't really me few years back. I've always wanted to go to college. I've always wanted to be the perfect daughter. Graduate highschool, go to Cambridge, graduate with good grades and probably get my dream job. But sooner I realized I don't need any of that.
My parents were awesome. We weren't rich same time we weren't poor. I was the good girl, trust me I still am. I had good grades through highschool and I was never lagging behind. But then I lost my dad in a fatal accident. Luckily he survived it but died three days after in the hospital. My grades started slipping and things weren't fun anymore.
Six months later after my highschool graduation, mom died of cancer. I couldn't take it. It broke me. Every single day, I always try not to think about it. I tell myself I don't have to cry about it. People die everyday and it shouldn't be a surprise thing for me.
Now here I am, living a life nobody's proud of but I like it. So fuck the world. I chew my donut and grab my bag as I open it. I smiled at the ornament as it glows beautifully.
" Damn, this is the best thing I've ever taken." I mutter as I pull back the zipper of my bag.
I look around the Cafe and slurp my coffee. My eyes falls on a blonde haired girl who's been sobbing silently in front of me. She's been sitting there for the past two hours and I'm pretty sure she's waiting for someone. And I bet that someone is her boyfriend, and like every asshole boyfriends, he stood her up. I watch her bite her lip and sob. She wipes her makeup gently with her hand and look up at once. Her eyes meet mine. She's ashamed.
" What? There's nothing entertaining to see here." She says with her British accent as she huffs.
Yeah, cunt.
I ignore her and continue my meal. A guy walks in, it looks like he's in a hurry. He sits on the opposite booth in front of this sobbing lady as he kissed her. That should be the jerk boyfriend who stood her up to sleep with his other girlfriend.
" Why would you do this to me?" She whimpers loudly as the boyfriend tries to calm her down.
" I'm sorry. Traffic." The boyfriend says.
Lies . It's always been traffic.
I chuckle and snort rather too loudly. The couple turns to look at me. I shrug and drink my coffee.
" Come on baby, let's get out here." The boyfriend grabs her arm and walks her out.
She shoots me an angry glare as she leaves with her jerk boyfriend. I scan the Cafe and it's almost empty. A man sits at the end and he's reading a newspaper. Since I got here he's been there staring at that newspaper. At first I thought he died while sitting not until he flips the pages of the newspaper.
The bell at the top of the door rings as two men walks in. Without looking at anyone they sit down two booths away from me. I watch them carefully as they talk in slow words. Jen, the waitress I'm really familiar with walks to the men's booth to address them. One of them has a bad boy haircut and he's opposite me. His black hair is nearly curly. His friend slash companion is opposite him with his back toward my direction. He's blonde.
" What can I get you sir?" Jen asks the dark haired guy.
" Water is fine." The dark haired guy answer.
" Why don't you get me your number." The blonde haired guy says. He's trying to flirt. Jen scrunches her face in disgust.
" Shut the fuck up Coen. Get him water." The dark haired answers for his friend.
Jen nods and leaves.
" What the fuck is wrong with you? Are you always horny?" The dark haired asks.
" I'm just fucking with her, relax." Blonde haired whispers as the other guy huffs.
He pulls out his phone and goes through it. Suddenly, his head jolts upwards as our eyes meet. Damn, he's got blue eyes and it's the prettiest pair I've ever seen. I gulp and look away at once. I look through my bag looking for nothing as I see the blonde haired guy turns around to look at me. One thing I've learnt so far in New York is never stare into the eyes of strangers.
I quickly fling my bag around my shoulder, grab my cup of coffee and stand up to leave. I go to the counter to pay Jen.
" You're leaving already?" Jen asks.
" Yeah." I smile politely at her. I can feel this two strangers eyes burns into my skin as I pay Jen.
I smile at Jen and walk past this stranger's booth, a hand grab onto my arm at once. I look down at the hand and it's the perverted blonde haired guy with his shit eating grin.
" Let go." I grit my teeth. The dark haired guy just watches me like I'm the new black widow.
" Did you lost something?" The blonde haired asks.
" No." I say as I wriggle my wrist out of his strong hold. I notice he has a broken nose from a fight I guess.
" Are you sure?" He asks as he glares at me. I notice he's trying to say something. It's not like I was eavesdropping on their conversation.
" Let go, Coen." The other guy says.
This Coen guy doesn't say a word. He looks at me carefully as he releases my hand. I take one last look at the other guy and hurriedly walk out. I breathe in the air and quickly duck into a corner alley.
I look at my hand and smile at Coen's wrist watch in my hand.
" Scumbag."
ASA" What the fuck did you do that for?" Coen asks as he glares at me." Do what?"" She was obviously eavesdropping on our conversation. Fucking cunt." Coen hisses.I huff. The waitress walks to our booth as she drops the bottle water on the table." So can I get your number now?" Coen asks the waitress." I'm not interested." She says through clench teeth. I ro
AVAClosing the living room door, i proceed to climb upstairs." Ava." My aunt calls out. I groan and halt on the staircase." Where are you coming from?"" I was out alright?"" Out? Picking pockets."" Goodnight aunt." I smile sheepishly at her and climb the stairs to my room.
AVA I almost choke on my breath. Why am i even scared? Maybe it's the fact that the man who's been looking for me just murdered someone. Probably that dead someone did something to him or his family and he's dead." Look, i didn't see anything alright?" I try to reason. Of course I saw everything. Him holding a hammer and slamming into this already dead guy. The guy is covered with blood. His own blood and his head... shit, I don't wanna talk about that side. My heart beat is rapid and i can't feel my feet. A guy comes out of the corner lighting a cigarette and he's holding a hammer. Great it's Coen, the blonde haired guy i stole his wrist watch. I'm in deep shit and i know I'm not getting out of it anytime soon." What the fuck? Isn't she the cunt that stole my fucking wrist watch."" One and only." Asa says as he looks into my soul. I notice
AVA My eyes look up at Asa pleadingly. I guess he's the only one who can challenge his brother and I'm in badly need of a savior right now. Asa doesn't even look bothered. His hard glare shoots at me and i know I'm going to die useless." Please don't kill me. I don't wanna die." I plea. Coen pulls me up. A guy walks out of a room holding a switchblade. I start to sob like a lost child and I whimper loudly. Nicholas is already irritated by my continuous whimpering. I can't die like this. Not this useless." Let me do it." Asa says at once stretching his hand out to collect the knife from the guy who's holding it. Everyone looks at Nick for approval. I notice Asa glares at the guy holding the knife. He quickly gives the knife to Asa. Asa walks to me and grabs my arm." I don't wanna stain the fl
AVA" You're mine now, get used to it."His words continues ringing in my head as Coen takes me to my room.He opens the door and ushers me to enter. I do as told." That's your new room, get some rest and get prepared for tomorrow." He says, without giving me any chance to ask questions, he leaves." God..." I scream and fall back on my new bed.How do i get out of this mess i brought upon myself. Why did i even steal his ring. What was i thinking? I need a phone. I need to call Jen and tell her I'm fine or she's gonna go to my aunt and tell her i went missing and my aunt is gonna panic.I sit up and admire my new room. This is bigger than my room in my aunt's house. Infact it's bigger than my bedroom and my living room joined together. It has a walk in closet, it's not like i have any clothes. There's a dresser and nigh
AVAI take a deep breath and shut my eyes and reopen them again. He's gone and I'm alone in his bedroom. I go back to cleaning his bedroom as i try to stay focused. I need to get out here. I need to go back to my life where no one controls me or try to tell me what to do. Where i can do whatever the eff i want without thinking about a handsome douchebag who's gonna hurt me.I'm worried about Jen and my aunt. I hate it when people worry about me especially when I'm fine. I groan, my new life sucks. I can trade anything right now to get out of this hell hole. I can't sleep with Nicholas because of anything in this world. I can't bear to let him call me his slut or even treat me as one.I clean the already cleaned bathroom and go to Asa's bedroom. I knock on his door and no one answers. I angrily knock again and no response. Maybe he's not in or maybe he's acting bitchy just like twin brother by keeping
AVA I feel exhausted and tired. It's almost evening and i haven't eaten anything yet. The kitchen is empty and I wondered why would there be a kitchen if nothing is gonna be inside. I looked around for Rob to tell him I'm hungry but he's nowhere to be found, same goes to Nicholas. I can't go to Asa's bedroom since we had a fight earlier. He's just gonna chase me out without giving me a listening ear. I wash my hands and decide to do the one thing i know I was gonna regret. I was given strict rules not to go upstairs except I wanna clean the twin's bedroom. Yeah, the upstairs is off limits. Nobody goes there except you're asked for or you have something important to do there. Aside the twins bedroom the other available room upstairs is the lounge. With barefoot, i climb the spiral staircase upstairs. I'm not the girl known to be easily scared, but since Asa broug
I hurriedly climb the stairs to my floor as I bite my lip. I feel disgusted and filthy. Never in my life have I ever thought someone would force me into sleeping with them. I rush inside my room and shut the door as I lean against my door. I slide down and pull my knees to my chest. What even inspired God to create a man like Nicholas. Does Nick even cares about people's feelings? Of course he doesn't. He can do whatever the eff he wants and no one's gonna question him. Well no one except his brother who's his equal.I need to get out of here. I think of every possible means of getting out without getting caught. And the only way to get out of Nick's sexual proposal is by thinking of an escape tonight. It has to be tonight or I'm fucked forever. Someone knocks on my do