Sunlight streamed into the room bouncing off my face, I could feel its warmth blessing my skin. Johnny’s arm wrapped around my waist, comforting sparks rushing throughout my body. We were so exhausted last night we didn’t even both to dress again after showering. Last night was incredible it chased away all my fear and anxiety that was hanging over me. Today was a new day and I would hopefully get some answers about my heritage. I roll over kissing Johnny on his nose. He looked so peaceful and happy. He had the most beautiful face perfect sized nose, beautiful plump lips perfect teeth, and eyes to die for, and wow his body was so god like I couldn’t believe how lucky I truly am. I’m finally with someone who respects and adores me. I stroked his cheek gently and got out of bed. My mouth was dry and my stomach was rumbling like crazy. I grabbed Johnny’s shirt from the floor and put it on just doing 1 button up to give me a little coverage it reached mid-thigh and was a welcome blanket

It takes time for her dad to answer,“Morning sweetheart” he yawns into the phone and I realise it must be early morning over there.“Hhello is this Iris’s father?”“…. Yes who is speaking please?” I can hear his panic in his voice already he knows something is wrong. Azell gives me all the strength and confidence he can muster for me.“This is Johnny a friend of your daughters….” Before I can finish he cuts me off talking animatedly to me.“Johnny… you’re the man my daughter is seeing at the moment?”“I am, I’m unsure how much you know but… I am calling because there’s been an incident and Iris is in hospital in a coma.”“What do you mean? How can this be?!? I spoke to her a few hours ago?!” I try and gain composure to help calm him down, but I know exactly how he feels and nothing could ease my turm

All I could see was an endless darkness. There was no sound there was no colour just empty lifeless darkness I couldn’t tell you how long I was there as time didn’t seem to have a measure. I couldn’t tell you why I was there, or where this even was…. In fact I can’t recall anything. How did I get here? I lift my arm to look at my hand and there nothing, it’s so dark I can’t see where I begin or end. I touch my face but there’s no feeling there. I look up down and around nothing. I step forward and I see a purple glowing spec in the distance. The more I look at it the brighter and close it becomes. What is it? I do not know. I do know I’m not afraid so I start moving towards it. Brighter and brighter, bigger and bigger it becomes. Now I’m struggling to look at it my eyes stinging as the light gradually becomes too much. The light glows so bright I have to close and shield my eyes. I can feel the light behind my closed eye lids the burn becoming too excruciating I start panicking what

It was immediately obvious that Iris wasn’t right. She couldn’t remember a damn thing not even her name. Her frightened eyes made us all worried, she no longer held that sparkle in her eyes instead they looked frightened and haunted. After the nurse gave her heads up and minor details we were all allowed to spend time with her. Finn sat holding her hand practically the whole time, and I have to admit me and Azell were a little jealous…well ok a lot jealous but we didn’t show it. After all we viewed Finn as much our own son now so we had to dispel those thoughts and allow Finn to be with his mother. The bond those two had with each other I don’t think anyone could come between them even me with the mate bond and I wouldn’t want to. We pretty much spent the day chatting and just trying to make Iris feel more comfortable we all ate in her room together too. Me Finn and Eric cracked many jokes with each other and the atmosphere felt nice. When I woul

 The air became static it was filled with power almost like an electrical charge rushing through the air. Time felt irrelevant the surge in my body was all that mattered. I could feel this ever growing power continuing to grow and I liked it. I hungered for it, whatever it was that was awakening inside me felt incredible and dare I say possibly addictive. The burning sensation in my eyes had returned and my vision was now purple. I could feel tremors all around me, I think the tremors were coming from the ground beneath me the more I thought about healing myself the more the power and tremors grew. My intuition keeps telling me I can do it … heal myself … As my spin came to a stop a voice called out to me.“Iris?? Are you ok? Iris…?”Turning off my walkman I saw a man standing watching me, the feeling of power and burning in my eyes dissipated.“Johnny? Oh hey.” A thought quickly entered