"I WAS suicidal. I always experience anxiety, guilt, sadness and pain but here I am still smiling and talking in-front of all of you."   I smiled and looked at the camera before looking to the new building in front of me. "I took my life a couple of times but every time I tried, nothing works. Maybe they are right, evil people won't die easily, ey?"   They all laughed at me, they are raising their camera's, phones and even news outlets are here. I suddenly became a famous person.   "That was my life, I was living because I need to. I'm living myself just to survive no other meanings. I once was lost in the darkess skies yet I made my own light, someone thought me that I'm the brightess moon that ever exist." I sm

  "MY precious grandson. I'm sorry I won't be able to love you anymore."   I kneeled and hold my grandmother's hand. "No, Granny. You have loved me enough. If it weren't for Granny, I wouldn't be here now."   She smiled and patted my head. "Deviii..."   I sniffed and hold back my tears. "No, you have to see me get married. You can still live up to 5 more years."   "Don't cry, my precious grandson. Granny is still here, I'm not gonna leave you yet."   The only thing left for me is my grandmother, I'm not requesting anything else. Just let me stay with my grandmother who warmly smiled at

  SHE'S there, I could touch her... She's real.   I smiled as soon as I saw Elara smile, I unconsciously smiled as well.   The cold dusk sky's wind run through our skin. The breath of fresh air releases the heavy burden of sorrow weighing on my heart.   It was reassuring.   I stared at Elara. She had pale but glowing complexion, her clothes portrays her character more. Her frail frame that I couldn't easily hold.   "Look, the view here is much prettier." I said and smiled.   Elara drifted her gaze and chuckled. "Yes, tha