Choices

The buttery light of golden amber rays broke through the tree tops, telling me another day had begun. I sat there purched high above the grassy fields tittering on the edge of the border. My heart sank at not knowing what to do, broken between the choices I needed to make. If I choose to leave now and follow after Captain Darius to pursue my brother in hopes he may still be alive... Then that would leave the border unattended. Allowing my brother's mate to cross and find her way to the death lillies sealing her fate to the darkness. I knew, in my heart, what my brother would want me to do, he would tell me to save her and let him go. Still the voice inside my head was telling me it didn't matter what choice I made because the bond was already established between the two of them and no matter what happened unless one of them rejected the other, their souls were connected bound to the other for life, one could not survive while the other died. Even so, I didn't know who to fin

Last Updated : 2022-02-10

Places only in a dream

I watched as the soft pelt of rain drops splattered against my bedroom window. Leaving behind little squiggles of water, as they slid down the glass. I wasn't aloud to go any furthter then my desk, given what I had been through. I was still having a hardtime staying focus on even the smallest things. My brain felt heavy, like there was a neverending fog floating around inside my skull, leaving me with the feeling like I was never truly awake. The clock on my desk chimed and spun as the ballerina danced, letting me know my brothers would soon be home. I should feel happy that they were finally coming back. But, I couldn't shake this feeling that sat in the pit of my stomach, churning as time grew near. Shawn, had told everyone that he wouldn't discuss anything until they had arrived, letting all the unsaid words speak for themselves. Even the sharpest of knives couldn't cut through the tension in the air that surrounded each of us. A dark cloud was hovering over our h

Last Updated : 2022-02-17

Shadows

" Sarah, Sarah, won't you open those eyes of yours? I want to see those beautiful artic orbs, after all they will be mine soon," I hear this scratchy, unnerving voice ask me. Still, no matter how hard I seemed to try to open my eyes, I couldn't. They felt heavy and sticky, like they were glued shut. The sounds of many moving around me, bristled through my ears, making me flinch at the closeness, causing my heart rate to spike with every sound of movement made. I could have sworn each time that I flinched, I could hear some where in the distance the sound of whatever around me laugh, only making me struggle even more to try and open my eyes or move.....? But, I wasn't even sure if I was doing that.... I couldn't feel the rest of where my limbs should be, only my eyes felt heavy and that puzzled me even more to what was happening to me. Flashes of white light danced and bounced around the back of my eye lids, as I listened to the things moving around me. At

Last Updated : 2022-02-28

The door

I watched around me as everyone tried to mask the horror, that spread across all of their faces. Even though, everything was given away within the depths of each of their eyes. I stood up quickly, pushing past Ian as I rushed to the bathroom. Flicking on the light, I caught the glimmer of iciness that coated my cheek, spreading up into my eye socket. There was no way of stopping my hand as it shot up, pressing hard over my mouth as I tired to stifle the scream that tore it's way up my throat and passed my lips. The girl, staring back at me in the mirror, looked broken beyond repair. Hair twisted in knots, as if it had been caught out in the wind all day. My once nice purple long sleeve shirt and jeans now torn and crumpled, like each piece of clothing had been raked against tree after tree, shredding the fibers. Still, the one thing that my left eye couldn't look away from, was the blistering frost bite that ran across the other side of my face, where my once cool artic blue

Last Updated : 2022-03-09

Hospital

Hello everyone, this is S. Jones husband. I do apologize for the very late update, But, as of now my wife is in the hospital again. Her last srugery seemed to go well and we all thought she was on her way to a great recovery. But, sadly this was not the case and she was rushed in for emergency surgery and maybe be looking at another one depending on how things move forward. I just want you all to know she is very thankful you all have stuck it out with her through theses hardtimes and how sorry she feels for everything that hass been happening even though it has all been out of her hands. She is praying that soon she will be back writing again as it brings her joy to share with you all her stories. I ask now if you all could please send us your prayers and love in this hardship we are facing as it would help bless our family and give us the extra strenght our children, myself and her made need. Thanks again for all of your support.

Last Updated : 2022-04-17

Words written

Golden light flashed behind my eyes, soon fading away into a light blur of white, as the world around me spun. The feeling of strong hands pulling at something deep within, brought me crashing back into reality, releasing me from the dream state I was in. A few speckles of white light remained, slowing bouncing around my vision as everything surrounding me came into focus once more. My eyes were quickly drawn to the women sitting in front of me, chanting furiously, with her eyes softly closed. My hand shot out on it's own accord, lightly tapping her on her right shoulder. I jumped back into the couch cushion as, Elder Lilia's eyes shot open, apparently feeling the same jolt of electricity I had when my fingers made contact with her shoulder. She sprang forward, encompassing me in her arms, squeezing the air out of me as she " Thanked the Moon Goddess over and over for bringing me back," Alpha Brent's voice boomed over everyone elses across the room, as he quickly made his way to my

Last Updated : 2022-04-25

Leaving

Ian stood there silently grasping my arm, quickly pulling me against his chest pressing me tighter into him. Even after I had told him all I wanted was just to be alone. " Please Ian, I need some room to breathe, I feel like I'm being crushed by the world around me, with everyone staring at me like that. I need to be alone right now, whether you agree with me or not." I begged him. We both stood there, quietly taking in each others warmth; before he reluctantly loosened his grip from around my torso, letting me push pass him and walk out the door. I was going to tell everyone about my dream?? or vision?? I wasn't sure as what to call it... But, as soon as Elder Lilia started telling me about how these vile creatures were going to keep coming after me, all because I was supposedly one of the chosen ones. I took that as my way out. To fake being upset so I could get away from everyone around me. There was no way I could stay and put everyone in my pack in danger because of me. I needed

Last Updated : 2022-06-24

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