Ammar wants a chance to explain but is he sorry for what he did? I can't just trust him again. I admit that I wanted to know the reason for what he did but I can't risk it. Should I give him a chance to explain? Should I let him in again? How would palak paneer taste like?? Ok, the last one was off-topic. But these questions have been swirling in my mind forever. "Is it your habit to zone out every often "Ayan commented looking back at me?  I didn't even realize that we are already in front of his house and he was walking ahead of me. This time I did not ask to ride the bike and was quiet the whole time Ayan eyed me worrying. I just shrugged and speeded to catch with him. Ayan's place was 20 minutes ride from home. It is a three-story modern house with a lawn in front. " Should I call a doctor " I gave him a confused look  "you haven't made any sarcastic comment in the last 20 minutes," he said like it is our issue which that be handled immediately.

    I have been racking my brain to think of something that will change Hayat's decision or at least stop them from being mad at each other. She already underwent a lot and that's enough I don't want more sufferings for her. I don't want her to think she has to choose between us and her fiancé. "Anam hold this. It's too hot "Noori called from behind. I turned to her and she handed me a steamy cup of which I  assume tasty chocolate. I was at my usual spot on the balcony, my thinking place.  Noori came and sat beside me crossed legs on the floor.   "Anam what's wrong "           its nothing   "then why were you crying? is everything okay " I didn't notice the tears on my cheeks until she reached and wiped it.   "it's nothing Noori" I starred at my mug of hot chocolate to avoid her questioning gaze. I can't tell her even if I want to, Hayat will kill me if I did and I dont her worry abou

Anam's POV   "Anam is there any special reason you called me at 10 am  " Ayan reply sleeping " why could you be so cruel to ruin my sleep " "Hey, you can't complain I am the one who should complain here. my precious sleep got disturbed because of you" "Dear Miss Khan could you be a nice person and tell me the reason so that I can continue my sleep," he says in a gentlemanly tone. how can someone sound so good even half-sleeping? "Hayat had told me to invite you. We are having a small get together so be here in the afternoon " He muttered a small thanks and end the call. I think someone is too eager to be back to sleep but so well I am. Pulling the duvet over my head I drift to sleep. Hayat has this tradition of inviting everyone on the last Saturday of every month. She told me last night to invite Ayan but I forgot. __________________________________________   It was noisy like a market wi

  " Ayan are you okay "I waved my hand in front of his face to get his attention. For the last five minutes, Ayan just stared at me without blinking after I finished telling him my story.  "Sorry for zoning out like that "" you know, I never told anyone all this. "" I am not avoiding Ammar because that he didn't date me but I am angry that he did to our friendship, he betrayed me for just a petty bet"" You value friendship a lot ""Yes I do, that's why I am going to give him a chance to explain himself "Ayan just nodded. We kept walking and soon we reached his bike. I waved him off and went home._________________________________________________________________________Ayan's POV  I am an idiot. Anam told something she never told anyone and I just kept quiet and stared at her, I should have said something.Once I got my hand on Ammar I am going to break every bone in his body. How could he do