I opened my eyes and looked around the bedroom. It was still dark and Jackson was snoring next to me. I looked at the alarm clock on the night stand and it read 4:45am. Great I couldn't sleep last night and now I'm wide awake. I tell Alicia Well you're probably nervous about the Luna Ceremony today. Alicia says Well aren't you? I ask No. I'm excited for our mate to see me. Alicia says Ugh I don't even want to think about mating in wolf form after announcing me as their Luna. I tell Alicia Well whether you're ready or not it's going to happen. Mom prepared us for this moment from the time we were super little. Alicia says I know. I really miss her. I tell her Well clearly I'm not going back to sleep so I might as well get up. I think to myself I climb out of bed slowly so I don't wake up Jackson. I go to the closet and pick out my clothes I'm going to wear until I have to get ready for the ceremony. I walk to the bathroom and turn on the shower. I climb into the shower and just

Jackson laid me on the bed on top of the covers. He turned on the fan and than undressed. When he took his boxers off I could see that he was ready. His length was at full attention. He looked at me and than grinned. He climbed on the bed and immediately went to my neck where my mark is. He sucked on my mark making me want him even more. As he sucked my mark the heat got hotter and hotter within me. I had sweat dripping off me and if I was wearing underwear they would be soaked with my juices. I could feel my juices leaking out onto the bed but I didn't care at that moment. I wanted him and I wanted him now. Please? I begPlease what? Jackson asksI want you. Make it stop. I tell himJackson smirks and than pushes himself inside me. With each thrust he goes deeper than the last making me moan uncontrollably. Pretty soon I feel the build up in the pit of my stomach. One more deep thrust sends me over the edge but Jackson doesn't stop. He keeps going

Over the last 2 weeks I have read every book on babies that there is in the pack library. It's a good thing that I read really fast. I also have spent a lot of time relaxing in the pool. Of course I still couldn't leave the pack house without someone with me. I made sure all of my Luna duties got done everyday. Well the Luna duties that I was allowed to do and when I was done I'd try to help Beta Alex but he kept telling me that Jackson gave him strict orders not to allow me to help with Alpha duties. I haven't told anyone that I'm pregnant because I figured I'd tell Jackson first. I still talk to my mom on the phone once a week and it's been really hard not telling her but I knew that if I told anyone before Jackson that he would go off and nobody wanted that. My morning sickness was still pretty bad and I have no idea why they call it morning sickness. It seems like lately I've been more sick at night than during the day. Even though I haven't told anyone Melony suspects but I haven'

I'm standing in the meadow on the north side of the pack house. Jackson is playing with our 2 year old son. They're running around being silly. I could hear our son Mathias laughing. His laugh is seriously the cutest and definitely contagious. As I'm watching them I put my hand on my very large swollen stomach.  How am I going to love this next pup as much as I love Mathias? I ask Alicia It will just come natural. Stop worrying. It's not good for the pup. She tells me I look back over to Jackson and Mathias. Jackson was throwing Mathias up in the air and he was just a giggling. He has always loved it when his dad played with him but somedays Jackson is so caught up in Alpha business that Mathias hardly seen him. He is a great father but sometimes being the Alpha takes everything out of him.  Jackson walks over to me with Mathias on his shoulders and gives me a kiss. He puts his hand on my belly and smiles at me.  Just a few

Tomorrow is the big day. The day the whole pack will find out that I'm pregnant. I'm sure the members that have seen me have their suspicions but no one has said anything to me. Hey you're going shopping with Sam and Natalie. Jackson says walking into my office. Why? I have clothes. I ask You're starting to show and you've been stealing my clothes because most of yours no longer fit you. Jackson says When will they be here? I ask Now. Jackson says Okay but wait hardly anyone knows I'm pregnant. If I go shopping for maternity clothes than more will know. And they won't say anything because they know we're announcing something tomorrow plus your the Luna. Jackson says Girl c'mon. Natalie mindlinks meWell I have to go. I tell him I go to leave my office when Jackson pulls me back to him and kissing me passionately. I feel my undies get wet and I know he knows. He puts me down on my feet and smiles. Okay you can go now. Jackson says So not fair. I tell him I get downstairs