All Chapters of You are my FLAME: Chapter 71 - Chapter 80

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Breeze and cloud.

Three more weeks ran past me so quickly. Everything I did or thought is like a blurry image if I try to remember it. Vian hasn’t talked to me since our fight that night even after I attempted to call him numerous times. I was ready to apologize, and I understood why he was angry but he was just so stubborn. I didn’t talk to Ryan either, but that was more of my choice. I was surprised that night by his confession, and I left the room without saying anything because I had none. I just couldn’t say anything, so I left his home early morning by myself without saying goodbye. It all felt really familiar with everything that happened in the past although everything was different in a way. D5 was coming back to New York that day. I was thinking about going to the airport to receive them although I knew it was impossible with all the fans waiting for them at the entrance. They will be all over the social media, and

Last Updated : 2021-12-22

What are we?

I loved Vian with all of my heart. I knew it the moment I saw him. I used to think that his soul called for me, making me move in with my grandma so that I could be with him. It might sound a little cheesy but I thought it was poetic. Even after everything we have been through, I never once doubted that he was not the one for me. But foolishly, I tried to deny it, tried to forget it and I even tried to run away from it but every time I did something to be away from him it only brought me a step closer to him. Every time I think that we can never get closer than that, fate had a surprise for me. So when I saw a man with a gun pointing the muzzle at Vian. I felt that my heart might stop at any moment. My brain was firing with all kinds of ideas… all kinds of possibilities but particularly one of them plastered in my mind making me lose my sanity. It was just a thought. ‘What if that man pulled the trigger?’ ‘What if Vian got hurt?’ ‘What if… what if he was dead

Last Updated : 2021-12-23

Wrong timing.

Finally! Vian and I are all set to depart to the old town the next day to meet my grandma. She was so excited when I told her that I was bringing Vian with me although she felt bad that Jay couldn't join us. I asked Jay to join us as well thinking that it might be a good idea to finally reveal what was going on between me and Vian but he refused, giving me some excuse. It was weird but I didn't force him.Time could have never moved slower than it did on those two weeks. It felt like an eternity and I have never been so eager to be done with the day.During those two weeks, things weren't that good between Vian and me. He kept himself too busy with his album works and on top of that, the shoot for our film had started a couple of days after he came back to New York. I was busy with the launch work of our new game and t

Last Updated : 2021-12-24

Stunt practice.

“Dad, what’s wrong?” “You need to get to London immediately, Ava. I will talk to Richard so don’t worry about your schedule.” “Okay. But tell me what’s going on.” I asked him. I was already packing my things that were spread out on my caravan in my bag. “I have to go,” I whispered to Vian who was watching me with concern and confusion while I was on my phone with my Dad. He told me that there was a fire last night in our company building in London. An entire floor was completely burned, and a guard who tried to stop the fire after calling the fire service was injured. “I don’t know how we are going to manage this.” I could tell that he was very worried. “I need to meet up with the board members, and I don’t think Damon could handle this alone. So I want you there to deal with this. Let me know the situation when you get there. I asked Smith to report to you.” he told me. “Okay, dad. Don’t worry I will take care of it.” I cut the call a

Last Updated : 2021-12-27

Sacrifice.

“I missed you,” he whispered. Before I do anything bad, losing my control, he let me go and brought me back to reality from my trance state. He then walked to my bed with a smirk as if he knew how I felt. He swiftly removed his t-shirt and threw himself on my bed as he used to do before annoyingly. Thankfully hotel beds are stronger than they look. “I missed you. So I took a flight as soon as I thought so. I landed in the evening and booked a room here. I asked Lydia about your schedule, and she told me that you just came back from the office. So I didn’t want to disturb you. I was planning to come to meet you in the morning, but I just couldn’t help it so I called you to just say good night.” he said making himself comfortable on my bed on one side, crossing his hands behind his head. I was so happy that he came to London just because he missed me but the perfectly cut muscles on his half-naked body distracted me as he flexed his arms. “So you were s

Last Updated : 2022-01-18

Engagement party.

‘Remember Ava, you promised your mom that you would do anything to make your dad and brother happy.” My mind reminded me of the umpteenth time when I was on my way to the party. I also remembered how I lost my mother being so selfish. When she was suffering from her illness and struggling to keep me happy, I was ignorant and only thought about myself. That was the time when I cared only about my feelings and no one else. I was in pain, and I didn’t think that anyone could understand meanwhile my mom was struggling with cancer and the fear of death. So I decided to think about someone else for the first time. I decided to sacrifice my happiness for Willie, and I knew he was worth it. It’s not like the world would stop revolving when you don’t get to live with the love of your life. You get hurt, you struggle, you heal and you move on, that’s life’s and I was ready to accept it. I knew Vian would be hurt too, but it’s not like he cannot live without me. He alre

Last Updated : 2022-01-19

The Necklace.

“What the hell are you doing, Damon?” I yelled once we were out of earshot in a private room. “I should ask you that. What were you trying to do?” He asked me with a glare. “I was going to say ‘yes’” I said. “Yeah, I figured. You are welcome by the way.” I couldn’t say anything in return for that. I knew what he meant. “I am gonna kill Ryan for cornering you like this in front of media.” He growled. “It’s not his fault,” I muttered. “Then did you know about this beforehand?” he questioned. “You knew, didn’t you?” he spoke when he noticed my silence and I nodded sighing. “Did Dad make you do this?” he shook me gripping my shoulders. “No one made me do anything. I was going to say yes because I like Ryan.” I lied through my teeth. “No, you don’t.” he retorted even before I could finish. Concurrently we both heard footsteps approaching us and I saw Vian and Jay walking towards us. “You like him,” Da

Last Updated : 2022-01-20

Jay.

Jay’s Journal. Dear diary, It’s so hard for me to see Vian and Ava like this. I cannot watch them being in pain, hurting each other. Everything was my fault. If only I hadn’t fallen in love… with her, with my Ava, I could have prevented years of pain for the three of us. Yes, I am in love with Ava, and I have been for quite a while. I don’t exactly remember when I started to grow feelings for her, but I remember the times when I enjoyed her company so much. I crack jokes just to watch her laugh and I tease and annoy her to see her cute pouts. I thought it was just friendship for a while but then I realized I didn’t want to lose her to someone when I lost my mom. She always took care of me and loved me more than my family. I’ve always enjoyed the way she treated me special than others… than Vian. I guess I was just too late to realize that. When we moved to London, I started noticing certain changes with Ava and also V

Last Updated : 2022-01-21

Vian.

Vian’s journal. Dear diary, I am gonna tell you a story about a stupid boy who sacrificed his love twice for his friends. To him, they both mean the world, and he would do anything for them even if it meant hurting himself. I was just a cheeky, naïve little boy when Jay and Ava came into my life. They both loved me regardless of who I was and cared for me like I am their family. In life, nothing can be quite precious in this world as your ideas and experiences to share with someone. Nothing can be more magnanimous than being an inspiration to someone. On that note, I know I must always be grateful to Jay who inspired me with his dreams and ambitions when I was just wandering around in life, and Ava who made me run towards my dreams. To someone who doesn’t know who his mother was and has a father who travels a lot rather spending time with his son, Jay and Ava were the dad and mom to me. Over the years, Jay bec

Last Updated : 2022-01-22

Let's start again.

Darkness. That was the only thing I could think of when I came to my senses. I have been awake since an hour ago or so, but I stayed in my bed without opening my eyes.Darkness. Sometimes it’s not just something that you only see when you close your eyes or in other words that you can’t see anything in the absence of light but you could also feel it when there is no light in your life.I kept my eyes closed to see the darkness clearly so that I didn’t have to feel it. It awaits just behind the veil of my closed eyelids to engulf me as a whole.I will have to open my eyes anytime soon and let it swallow me but I prolonged the inevitable just by staying in bed with my eyes closed, feeling content as my mind made up an illusion of peace.

Last Updated : 2022-03-08

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