I loved Vian with all of my heart. I knew it the moment I saw him. I used to think that his soul called for me, making me move in with my grandma so that I could be with him. It might sound a little cheesy but I thought it was poetic. Even after everything we have been through, I never once doubted that he was not the one for me. But foolishly, I tried to deny it, tried to forget it and I even tried to run away from it but every time I did something to be away from him it only brought me a step closer to him. Every time I think that we can never get closer than that, fate had a surprise for me. So when I saw a man with a gun pointing the muzzle at Vian. I felt that my heart might stop at any moment. My brain was firing with all kinds of ideas… all kinds of possibilities but particularly one of them plastered in my mind making me lose my sanity. It was just a thought. ‘What if that man pulled the trigger?’ ‘What if Vian got hurt?’ ‘What if… what if he was dead

“Dad, what’s wrong?” “You need to get to London immediately, Ava. I will talk to Richard so don’t worry about your schedule.” “Okay. But tell me what’s going on.” I asked him. I was already packing my things that were spread out on my caravan in my bag. “I have to go,” I whispered to Vian who was watching me with concern and confusion while I was on my phone with my Dad. He told me that there was a fire last night in our company building in London. An entire floor was completely burned, and a guard who tried to stop the fire after calling the fire service was injured. “I don’t know how we are going to manage this.” I could tell that he was very worried. “I need to meet up with the board members, and I don’t think Damon could handle this alone. So I want you there to deal with this. Let me know the situation when you get there. I asked Smith to report to you.” he told me. “Okay, dad. Don’t worry I will take care of it.” I cut the call a

‘Remember Ava, you promised your mom that you would do anything to make your dad and brother happy.” My mind reminded me of the umpteenth time when I was on my way to the party. I also remembered how I lost my mother being so selfish. When she was suffering from her illness and struggling to keep me happy, I was ignorant and only thought about myself. That was the time when I cared only about my feelings and no one else. I was in pain, and I didn’t think that anyone could understand meanwhile my mom was struggling with cancer and the fear of death. So I decided to think about someone else for the first time. I decided to sacrifice my happiness for Willie, and I knew he was worth it. It’s not like the world would stop revolving when you don’t get to live with the love of your life. You get hurt, you struggle, you heal and you move on, that’s life’s and I was ready to accept it. I knew Vian would be hurt too, but it’s not like he cannot live without me. He alre

Jay’s Journal. Dear diary, It’s so hard for me to see Vian and Ava like this. I cannot watch them being in pain, hurting each other. Everything was my fault. If only I hadn’t fallen in love… with her, with my Ava, I could have prevented years of pain for the three of us. Yes, I am in love with Ava, and I have been for quite a while. I don’t exactly remember when I started to grow feelings for her, but I remember the times when I enjoyed her company so much. I crack jokes just to watch her laugh and I tease and annoy her to see her cute pouts. I thought it was just friendship for a while but then I realized I didn’t want to lose her to someone when I lost my mom. She always took care of me and loved me more than my family. I’ve always enjoyed the way she treated me special than others… than Vian. I guess I was just too late to realize that. When we moved to London, I started noticing certain changes with Ava and also V

Darkness. That was the only thing I could think of when I came to my senses. I have been awake since an hour ago or so, but I stayed in my bed without opening my eyes.Darkness. Sometimes it’s not just something that you only see when you close your eyes or in other words that you can’t see anything in the absence of light but you could also feel it when there is no light in your life.I kept my eyes closed to see the darkness clearly so that I didn’t have to feel it. It awaits just behind the veil of my closed eyelids to engulf me as a whole.I will have to open my eyes anytime soon and let it swallow me but I prolonged the inevitable just by staying in bed with my eyes closed, feeling content as my mind made up an illusion of peace.