Jonathan's POV  I couldn't do it, I couldn't let what was about to come ruin tonight. Tonight the pack is happy, we sat around the born fire and we listened to stories. They shared their knowledge and the elders where happy to be part of this night. I was now sitting with Leon. We haven't been talking much these days. I can't say I blame him though. Leon has found himself a woman he loves. He said that he had imprinted on her. He said that he wants to mate with her. I am happy for him. He has been telling about how much his life changed by coming with me to join the Cresent pack. He now feels like he has a purpose in life. I am happy for him but I am also a bit jealous of him.  Despite the fact that we invaded the pack, he was able to find true love. I couldn't even tell Elena how I feel. I watch her dancing with one of the guys and everything in me wants to jump at the guy

Jonathan's POV   It has been a week since we went to the storage warehouse where Elena found something she thinks might be able to help us.     I wouldn't mind that she is locking herself in her room if she wasn't spending her free time with Mason. I don't know what is it with this guy but I don't like him. Not one bit.     He follows Elena around like a lost puppy, he is always with her and I don't even get the chance to talk to Elena. She still hasn't told me what she found and I bet she told that Mason guy.     I don't even know what she sees in that guy, he is not even that handsome. I would give anything to get Elena to actually want to spend time with me. I thought that planning for the wedding would do that but she doesn't even seem interested in the wedding anymore.     I know that it's only a marriage of convenience but

Jonathan's POV  I woke up early today and somehow I feel a bit anxious, today is a big day, not just for me but everyone in the pack. This is the day I get married, I am getting married to woman who doesn't know everything about me.   I feel like a liar because I didn't tell her the whole truth. I know that losing a father is one of the most hurtful situations anyone can find themselves in, especially a father who was good and kind and like her father.  I wish I had another way but I didn't have a choice an neither did the old man. I am afraid that if I tell her, she would not believe me. She will think that I am trying to take away the fact that I killed her and that wouldn't be good for me.   She will think that I am running away from taking responsibility for my actions. If she believes me, it might change the way she looks at h

Jonathan's POV  Today turned out better than I had thought it would and I no longer have problems with Mason. He took me to the wolf waters and it was a sight for sore eyes. The water as clear as the blue sky. I had to put my offerings on the stone and bow down. Mason said that every Alpha of the pack goes there on their wedding day. He said every new born had its bath in these waters, the waters then take a small piece of them and store them here, when a new Alpha gets marrieds, they have to bath in these waters so that the goddess of life can give them the blessings of fertility in the marriage and in the pack.  The water was soothing and it definitely did something to me, as soon as I soaked myself in the waters it felt like electricity was flowing through me. I felt stronger than I had ever been before.  Mason was there to guide me with everythi

Jonathan's POV     I left the house and went to the Willow tree to wait for my bride to be. I was nervous, more nervous like I have ever been before. I wasn't sure if she was going to come through.     I had earlier on decided that she should know the truth about what really happened between me and her father. I honestly took a huge chance by telling hee. She could have called off the whole thing.     She could have just stayed with her sisters and not come to the willow tree and I wouldn't blame her if she did. I didn't think that she would come here looking as beautiful as she does.     When the music started and I saw her walking towards me, my heart stopped for a minute. Her dress was so beautiful and I couldn't wait to see her face under the veil, to see if she was smiling and crying.   My heart stopped beating again when t