All Chapters of To Love and To Be Loved: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

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Chapter 10: C W T C H .2

"A-ah, I think I-I have to go-" "Don't leave, Nana, Riri sad," the little girl cut her off, placing her little fingers above his hand, seemingly sealing it for her not to leave. Conflicted, Eunae subtly nibbled her lower lip and internally contemplated. She surely wanted to run away and never see them again, but at the same time, she did not want to leave the little girl who stayed by her side, while pain engulfed her whole. She did not want to be an ass by leaving them abruptly after benefiting from their kind acts. She was not the kind of person Yunoh had always thought of-she was not, and she did not want to be the manipulative bitch he had tagged her as. Slumping back on the sand, Eunae finally made her choice. She sat comfortably beside the two strangers, who were having triumphant smiles painting their lips. "Yehey! Nana stay!" Eunae failed to stifle th

Last Updated : 2021-09-27

Chapter 11: C W T C H .3

Eunae grinned, feeling incredibly sanguine. She wanted to learn more about love, and she was happy to find someone she could ask about what it really meant. Because above all, she was desperate to know if everything she had went through were bits and parcels of love all along like how she believed in. Or more so, like how she wanted herself to believe in. "Did love mean giving everything you got?" She started excitedly, ticking one question after the other in her mind. "Probably," he shrugged. "We usually tend to give everything for the person we love," he stopped as she looked at her with a smile. "But of course, not entirely to the point where you won't have anything left." Suddenly, color seemed to drain from her face and the excitement rushing through her bloodstream popped like a bubble that ceased to exist. And as if seeing through her, his smile slowly vanished as he looked at her with n

Last Updated : 2021-09-28

Chapter 12: M A M I H L A P I N A T A P A I

M A M I H L A P I N A T A P A I (Yaghan) (n.) a look shared between two people experiencing a private moment, in an expressive and meaningful silence, when each knows the other understands what is being expressed. Eunae woke up still sitting by the shore. Her head rested on his shoulder and one of his arms now wrapped around her torso. "Feeling better?" Slightly squirming from his hold, she squinted her eyes just right in time for her jaw to drop. The beautiful sunset had now sat perched on the horizon, embracing her with so much warmth and hope. It was a welcoming scenery of tranquility, reminding her that whatever misery she had gone through for the day would somehow end in a few coming moments. "Hmm." Without any word u

Last Updated : 2021-09-29

Chapter 13: E P I P H A N Y

E P I P H A N Y (English) (n.) a moment of sudden revelation. It had been a few hours now since Eunae stood by the shore and watched the sun do its leaving ritual. Settling her feet on the grainy sand and focusing her eyes on the dancing yellow ball of light, her mind was somewhere else, digging answers on what to do next.It had been a week or so since she ran away, and she honestly did not have any clues on what to do next. Trying to find any sort of answer, she backtracked the conversation she had with Stephen and strived to understand the heaviness of each word he uttered. And as she did so, Eunae found herself pondering on one question: Did she really love Yunoh? With everything she had been through and finally

Last Updated : 2021-09-30

Chapter 14: L A D O U L E U R E X Q U I S E

L A D O U L E U R E X Q U I S E (French) (n.) the exquisite pain of wanting the affection of someone you know you can never have. Walking to the place she called home for the last two years, Eunae tried to memorize very detail it held. She was not expecting that having a good long look could give a myriad of flashbacks that stirred her from within. It was a combination of the good ones and the bad ones-probably everything she never knew that would eventually lead to where they were now. Time surely flies, and it flies fast. Gulping the lump on her throat, Eunae could easily recognize the voices echoing from the inside. They sounded familiar-too familiar as a matter of fact that she could even somehow picture how they looked as they talked.&nb

Last Updated : 2021-10-01

Chapter 15: L A D O U L E U R E X Q U I S E .2

Eunae felt her heart crack as she eventually let her mask slipped away. Her shoulders relentlessly shook as she tried to suppress her whimpers. Looking at him, she placed the tip of her nose against his as she finally let him go with the last tears in her eyes and last beam on her lips. "That's why I'm letting you go, I'm finally letting you go. I hope you find your happiness, Yunoh. And by the time you do, I want you to take a hold of it, and don't ever let it go." Removing her hands on his face, she dragged her luggage and went for the door. To the freedom she had been wanting for. But before she could even twist the knob, she quickly looked back at him as he tugged her wrist. He held it ever so tightly almost as if he did not want to let it go. To her surprise, Eunae watched as tears continuously streamed down his face. His teardrops stained the floor and his plump lips trembled restlessly, while gazing at her with ey

Last Updated : 2021-10-02

Chapter 16: H I R A E T H

H I R A E T H (Welsh) (n.) a homesickness for a home you can't return to, or that never was; an earnest longing or desire; a sense of regret. [Time Leap] "You sure you're okay to drive?" Eon asked warily as soon as Yunoh slipped inside the car. Yunoh was at Eon’s home together with their small circle of friends, celebrating the latter's 29th birthday. They had spent the whole night drinking and talking, most of which revolving on what they had achieved through the years. Due to their busy schedules, it had been quite long since they had gathered completely. It was no longer a surprise that they ended up finishing a rack of beer. The hand of the clock was nearing 3:00 AM when Yunoh finally decided to go home. "Yeah," Yunoh answered, cozying up on ca

Last Updated : 2021-10-03

Chapter 17: H I R A E T H .2

[Flashback] "Tell me who forced you to marry Eunae because the last time I checked, it was you who you wanted to marry her out of your own will." His mother taunted, and it only made him angrier. "Out of my own will?" Yunoh scoffed. "Do you honestly think I could just watch the business to crumble down without doing anything? I might have chosen to marry her, but it wasn't out of my own will. It was out of helplessness and desperation!" "Then you could've told us," his father started with a strained voice. "You could've told us the truth instead of lying that you've been meaning to marry her because you love her. Damn it, Yunoh! She was like our own daughter too, and you had the audacity to do this?" his father yelled indignantly. And almost instantly, Yunoh flinched seeing him shake in anger. Never had he heard him talk in such a manner and never did he see him this exasperated. Steam was practicall

Last Updated : 2021-10-04

Chapter 18: T O S K A

T O S K A (Russian) (n.) a state of great anguish, melancholy, sorrow, or longing beyond bearable bounds. "How has she been, mom?" "You mean, Eunae?" Yunoh's mother asked as the latter arranged the utensils on the dining table. "She's been doing better than ever as far as I can remember. From the last time we met, I think she's even living her dreams now." "That's good," he said, nodding before spitting out what he had been eagerly wanting to say. "D-did she ever ask about me?" Freezing for a moment, his mother looked up at him confusedly, "N-no, Yunoh," she softly answered, recovering from his seemingly odd question. "I always brought you up whenever we had the chance to talk, but it came to a time when she asked me to stop talking about you. Just like what you a

Last Updated : 2021-10-05

Chapter 19: C A V O L I R I S C A L D A T I

C A V O L I R I S C A L D A T I (Italian) (v.) the attempt to revive a long-finished love affair. Waking up disgruntled, the noises downstairs had Yunoh frantically move around to fix himself. There were clanking of the kitchen utensils, a few excited greetings of "hi, hello, we missed you," and a handful of sobs seemingly infiltrating the conversations they were having. By the time he looked presentable, his palms could not stop sweating and his heart would not stop pounding irrationally fast as if any moment from then it would burst and leave his chest. With defined bags under his eyes, he eagerly took a few deep breaths and calmed himself down. Truthfully, he had been up since 6:00 AM. Yunoh did not know but preparing the clothes he would wear and the lines he would say

Last Updated : 2021-10-06

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