Alle Kapitel von Paper Hearts (BL): Kapitel 1 – Kapitel 10

When I was a child, I adore the man my mother loves the most. As the youngest son, I promised myself to be as successful as him. I did everything to make him proud. I did everything to satisfy my dad.I thought I am doing great not until I found out who I am. A gay.Well, not that gay who wears dresses and girly things. I'm just a plain Asian guy who was yearning for a father's love, for freedom, for acceptance. He hates me for being me. I just want to come back of my closet, close it and begin again. Only if it's possible.The castle I build was now destroyed by big waves. How can I build another castle if my father is dragging me into the water? I can't breathe.I was about to accept my fate when I met him. Finally, someone who can understand me. Someone who's also in the same shoes as mine.He's the one who pulled me out of the closet and thought me to love myself. He's the one who made me realize that life is not that cruel. He makes me smile,

 Sunny's POV My first class will start at 10 AM. I went to school this early just to go to the library and fill my brain with so much knowledge I can take. Well, it was just 8 in the morning and I know, staying in the house with dad is not easy. I am somehow scared of him, okay. His presence intimidates me. I just couldn't stand on his military's aura that's why.Since it's too early. I just bought a coffee outside the campus and planned to drink this before entering the library. Food and drinks are not allowed inside the campus library though.Students from different levels and courses were scattered everywhere. I am just walking in the pathway, joining the other's trail until the tragedy happened.An idiot just dived into me. The force made the two of us fell hard on the floor. I was underneath him and I must say his weight is not easy to endure. He's too heavy!Maybe I'm a bit lucky for having a not-to

 Sunny's POVWe met Simon at the town plaza and he was with his partner Tanner.He hugged me and mom upon seeing us. I could see the sadness in his eyes while looking at me."Your nose bled, Sunny. I could see the trace in it." He said and I saw how his fist balled in anger. "Did father hurt you? Tell me?"I just threw my sight away as I remembered how dad raised his hand just to hit my cheek by telling him that I am gay."He loathed gay, Simon." I just uttered and looked him back.A small smile bloomed out of his lips. "It's fine. Gay people don't like him as well so it was fair."I smiled when he tapped my shoulder. "Let's go to our apartment. The dinner I prepared would get cold."I nodded.We rode the red car that Tanner owned and went to their place to stay until everything went back to normal.The ride lasted for about 30 minutes or so. Good thing, the apartment they renting is

  Sunny's POV I'm glad that they invited me to dinner. Cassandra is here with us and she was sitting right next to Parker. I am beside Auntie Francia while Uncle Mark was sitting on the right part of the table. We all prayed and thanked God for the plenty of food today. "Let's eat." Uncle Mark uttered after praying. Parker was sitting right in front of me. I was surprised when he put a scoop of rice on my plate. "Try my mom's caldereta. You'll like it." He said and put some on my plate. "T-thanks," I said when I felt Cassandra stare at me. My bad. Why he's so hands-on with me? I can manage though. "It's been a while since Parker brought a friend here. I'm so happy to meet you, Sunny." Parker's mom broke the silence. "I am close to thinking that my son is an introvert. I'm glad you came." She added. "I was betrayed before and left on air that's why I'm afraid of making friends once a

 Sunny's POVWe occupied the table outside the ice cream parlor shop. I waited for Parker since he was the one who took our order at the counter. When he comes back, he was holding two bowls of ice cream.He sat in front of me and gave me one of the bowls. It was a chocolate chip flavor ice cream. Lots of sprinkles and chocolate chips on the top. It looks delightful.I was about to taste it when Parker put ice cream on my nose."Hey!" I shouted and moved back."You looked like Rudolph the red nose reindeer." He commented and laughed out loud. His ice cream is a strawberry flavor that's why my nose got a touch of red.I dipped my finger on my ice cream and took my revenge. I hurriedly put some on his nose too.I stuck my tongue out and laughed.Our laughter took other people's attention. We didn't mind at all. I am just enjoying my time with Parker. He lifted the heaviness inside my chest. I'm glad