Semua Bab Mate : Bab 51 - Bab 60

~Jane~My lungs still burned as I left the mat, every breath heavy with the effort of the sparring match. My arms ached, my legs trembled, and my shirt clung to me with sweat. But underneath all of that, a strange warmth settled in my chest- something I hadn't felt in a long time. Pride.I sank onto the bench, grabbed the towel someone had passed me, and wiped my face. My muscles screamed, but I couldn't help the tiny smile tugging at my lips. I wasn't perfect, not even close, but I hadn't run. I hadn't backed down."Alright, ladies and gentlemen- lockers!" Couach's voice carried across the gym, firm but not unkind.Inside the locker room, the air was filled with the sharp scent of deodorant and shampoo. The chatter of the girls filled the space as everyone began peeling off sweaty clothes and tugging on jeans, skirts, or whatever they had for the rest of the day. I slid onto a bench in front of my locker, pulling my bag closer.As I changed back into my regular clothes, I let my mind

~Jane~The truth was, it hadn't been easy. The past two classes had felt endless; whispers trailed after me, and questions kept running through my head. And I still had no answers. But by the last bell, I'd been more than ready to run straight back to Nathan. "It was... a lot," I admitted softly, my gaze dropping for just a second before I forced it back to his. I drew in a breath and let the words spill out, eager to tell him more. "I actually did some training today," I said, a small smile tugging at my lips. "I usually sit in the bleachers with Jay while I watch the other students train. But today Couch had me join in the training. One of the girls showed me some defending moves- simple things, but it felt good to finally try. She was patient and walked me through slowly. And then..." I said, taking a second before continuing. "She had me go up against one of the other girls. I probably looked ridiculous, but at least I kept my balance." Nathan's eyes held mine like he was memori

~Jane~His mouth scorched a path down my throat, and my breath shuddered out, breaking against the heat of his touch. My fingers tangled in his hair, desperate to keep him close—desperate to hold onto the way he made me feel: alive, wanted, burning.“Nathan…” My voice broke—half plea, half warning—but his hands only tightened at my waist, steady, grounding.“I’ve got you,” he whispered against my skin, the words melting into the frantic beat of my pulse.His lips slowed, not pulling away, just softening. As if he knew I needed air. His forehead pressed gently to mine, our ragged breaths tangling in the narrow space between us. For a moment, all I heard was the thundering rhythm of my heart, the quiet promise in his touch.Then his hands shifted, coaxing me backward, guiding me with a tenderness that contrasted the fire simmering between us. My knees brushed the edge of the mattress before I even realized he’d moved me there. The world tilted as I sank onto the bed, Nathan following, hi

~Jane~ After what felt like forever, I finally pulled the blanket off me and climbed out of the bed. The cool air brushed against my skin, and I sat at the edge of the mattress for a moment, staring at the floor. My shoulders ached with tension, and heaviness pressed down on me. The pull inside me was getting stronger- tighter than it had ever been before. There was something different about it now, something I couldn't explain. The closer I got to Nathan, the more consuming it became, as if every breath I took tethered me deeper to him. It wasn't just longing anymore- it was something that lived inside me, demanding to be answered. And yet... fear still held me back. The "What ifs" refused to loosen their grip. What if Zander got what he wanted? What if everything was ripped away just when I finally let myself believe in it? The thought of Zander forcing me to be his mate still haunted me like a shadow I couldn't outrun, no matter how much I tried. Every part of me wanted to

~Jane~When I opened my eyes this morning, the room was bathed in soft gold. The sun spilling through the curtains in an almost deliberate way, as if it wanted to wake me gently, reminding me that another day had come. I didn't move at first, I just sat there against the headboard, my blanket pooled at my waist, and let myself breathe. It had been a few months since that night- the night that started it all, and being here, with him. Every moment Nathan and I had shared came back to me then, as if the morning light carried them in its beams. The first time, he pulled me into his arms when I thought I'd never be safe—the countless nights when his voice steadied the storm in my chest. The moments in the meadow, the quiet confessions whispered in the dark. Little by little, they had built something inside me- something strong enough to hold me up when I thought I would crumble. The fear and doubt that once wrapped around me like chains... they were loosening. Each memory with Nathan ch