Never Be the Same의 모든 챕터: 챕터 91 - 챕터 100

Avoiding your roommate might be the the most stupid thing I’ve done in my life. Ever since I had that weird dream about Amelia, I did my best to make sure that I wasn’t crossing any line around. I was scared that I might be too clingy, too touchy around her and it might lead to her thinking that I’m fucking desperate and horny.  But I actually hate the fact that she doesn’t seem too worried about me ignoring and avoiding her. She might even think that I’m doing my job by making our relationship a secret by staying out of her sight, and because of that, Maddy has been with her nonstop. Last night I even heard Maddy’s voice talking to Amelia outside the door. I wanted to ask her why they were still together so late, but then I remembered that both are student council officers, and they might just be together that late because of a meeting. 

I thought things were already getting better for me, but it wasn’t. It was even far from being good. I could only sigh as I saw her now approaching me. I wanted to go and hide from her, but our teacher already assigned me as the one who’ll guide her. As much as I wanted to say no, it would be no use because our teacher would only ask questions as to why I don’t want to tour and guide Rei in our school. Other students might even think I’m being a bully towards her if I ever reject our teacher’s order.    “We meet again,” she giddily told me before she clings to my arm as if nothing was wrong between the both of us. As if she didn’t cheat on me before… as if she didn’t hurt me too much. I wanted to cry and tell her to fuck off, but I couldn’t do that, not when almost all our classmates’ eyes are on us. You see, Rei just radiates confidence, that’s why wherever she goes, she’ll always be th

Just when I thought that I have escaped from Rei, she suddenly came to us, in our table and of course they were all glad to welcome her with open arms, and even told Rei to sit next to her. Eun has been her usual friendly self, while Lily… oh I’m so glad to have Lily right now, because she’s the only one who seems to be observing Rei to see if she’s a threat or not. I wanted her to think of Rei as someone not welcome in our circle, and I know it’s so rude of me to think this way, but what can I do? I really don’t like the idea of my ex being friends with my new friends here, and the fact that she’s too pushy to me makes me so uncomfortable.“I really like Victoria!” Rei suddenly blurted out, making me cough since I was busy drinking from my canned soda when she said that, Zoe was fast enough to rub my back and give me a glass of water. When I was finally okay, I glanced at Rei and gave her a glare. I don’t know why

I didn’t know if I was being too protective, but it felt like Jada noticed me being too defensive for my girlfriend, so she made the others ignore whatever I am going to say about the “suspects.” Funny of her to do that, isn’t she scared that I can easily dump them and tell Amelia all their plans? But then again, I could never do that. I have only met them for a few months, but what we went through as a group and our teamwork as we work with each other has already made them important to me.They made me understand this important thing called not turning a blind eye over something bad being done in front of you. I know that was what this school has been doing throughout the years, and I finally understood the importance of standing up for the people being hurt by those who are stronger than them.I know that the school’s student cou

I never had the opportunity to talk too much in my past relationship when it comes to serious topics, I had always been treated like some ignorant bitch who can’t do relationships. It was one of my insecurities back then, I hated how my opinions weren’t heard by the girl I once loved. But now, sitting on Amelia’s lap in our maroon colored sofa that smelled like it was sprayed with rose extract as she was listening to my story made me realize that I wasn’t ignorant, it was just that I was trying to talk to someone before who doesn’t want to listen to me.“Rei was my ex. I don’t know how she was able to transfer here, but I swear what you saw there a while ago meant nothing! I wasn’t doing any nasty thing behind your back, I would never do that to you,” I told her, my sincerity pouring, because I know for myself that when I love someone, I don’t look for other people, and would only focus on the person I love. My mum d