Never Be the Same のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 121 - チャプター 130

What the eyes see are nothing compared to what she hides. She made me feel safe and comfortable, but deep down, she has an underlying intention. Did I trust too easily or was I just fooled by a great liar? Is it my fault that I treated her like my friend, or is it just her selfish wish of having me all to herself?If I didn’t accept everything, if I didn’t enter this school, would my life be normal? Would I be able to see the sun rise again? Would I be able to see her again? I got so many questions running inside my head, because I know she has the answers to all of them. I wanted to know them, I  wanted answers. I wanted my confusion to stop once and for all. I hate how I’m seen as the bad one in this school, when I did nothing but good deeds. I’m not asking to be praised, but that does not mean that I want to be cursed at. I

In any scary or thriller movies, one from the circle of friends would always end up as an accomplice or even the suspect, and so does the love interest. So, what I’m trying to say is that I don’t know if I should be trusting all of my new found friends that easily. One of them had been giving me this weird vibe lately, but of course, I acted as if I didn’t feel it. But still, the way she was looking and talking, it felt different now. At first I really liked her because she was someone I am comfortable with, but now? It felt as if she was a new person.  But here’s the catch, she would only act like that towards me. That’s why I can’t just open this up to the others because they’ll find me weird, since when she’s with them, she’s her usual self. I know, a fucking red flag, but I can’t go because it’s not the green light yet

You told me you’ll come back, but why were you on the news earlier?The news anchor said you were found lifeless on the sofa of your houseHow can you lie to me continuously?I was almost close to forgiving youTo actually start anew with youBut why did you have to go like that?Do you not like the idea of staying with me till we grow old that much?Because I loved that idea so much. I loved the idea of spending each of my days with youI just love the thought of opening my eyes in the morning and the first thing I see will be youIt would be a dream come true to be welcomed in your armsBut why did you have to go too soon?Why now?I hate you

I would be lying if I say that I’m being true to them right now. From what I noticed, the whole group seems to be awkward and tense with one another. The reason for it? I literally have no idea. Eun, who was usually talkative, didn't even dare to talk to us today. She was just busy doing whatever on her phone, while Lily was fast asleep the other two were also busy doing their own thing, while I’m trying to figure out what could have possibly happened for them to act as if we were all strangers.“Is there something wrong?” There, it finally came out of my mouth, the question I have been dying to ask them. I can’t stay like this with them. I need answers why they’re acting like this, it was as if they’re waiting for something to happen just so we could all go back to how we were.“I feel like there’s somethin

The green-eyed monster, just like in one of William Shakespeare's plays. Indeed, jealousy is a terrible crime. I have never felt too much jealousy on someone, not until I knew who Victoria Olivia Kingstein is. I know I’m being too immature, but it’s only normal for any human to experience such emotion, right? Especially If the one I have growing feelings for looked too amused by a video of Isla’s daughter with her friends called “the elites.” A nickname given to them by the media, to which the wealthy kids would disagree with, but of course, that only made the public praise and love them more.Because not only are they rich, but they were all kind, talented and smart. They have everything, the money and the looks. What more can they ask for, right? It only made me realize just how much Amelia and Victoria would be a great pair together. I gritted my teeth, before looking away from the smiling face of Amelia who was busy watching that video of the elites doing some sort of vlog in thei