Damon is the one who is preparing food for our breakfast. I am in the powder room puking from time to time with cold sweats on my forehead. After, washing my face with the running water I can't stop myself from looking at the reflection of myself on the human size mirror in front of me. I slowly lifted my shirts and gently caresses my belly while gazing at myself with full of adoration and love in my eyes. " Hello, baby. Your mommy can't wait to see you."  "I just want you to know that you are the best gift that I've ever receive in my life. You and your daddy are the best gift that God gave me." I whispered.  " I am sure that your dad will be the happiest daddy in the world if he got to know that I am carrying you, my love. I promise to tell your dad later, baby. Okay?" I looked like a crazy woman crying like a shit because I just can't stop myself from crying because of happiness.  "

" Theo is an asshole! He's fucking me... no we are fucking each other alright, and he left me that night and find other woman to fuck!" Tessa ranted.   " What do you expect,then? Do you expect him to stick to you because you two fuck each other?" I asked her while my eyes are directed in the stage where I saw mother Cassandra giving her speech for tonight's event.   " Ladies and gentlemen, please enjoy the night and good evening once again!" She ended her speech grandly.    " I need to go to the table, Tessa. I'll talk to you later."    I walked with grimace even though I saw from my peripheral vision the prying eyes that are directed on me. Most of them must be curious who I am to join with these influential people in this VIP table.    I drink water and it almost startle me when Damon place his hand on my tigh. I looked at him and he's not looking at me instead h

Two days had already passed and I am still here spending my whole time alone in the hotel. After I watched the video  that night I decided to live alone and away from them, without telling anyone. I've been very careful because I don't want Damon to find me or is he even making an effort to find me or he just let me go away?  Last night I made up my mind to tell Tessa where I am staying and she told me that she will come and visit me today. She assures me that she will not tell Damon my whereabouts and I trusted her. I really needed someone to talk right now or else I'll be insane.  I feel so helpless and have no one to lean on but only myself. I never contacted my mother because I don't want her to worry about me. So I've been silently living my days in too much pain and I hate myself for being this weak. I keep scolding myself to not let my emotions bring me down because I have one life that depends on me, and that is my bab

Felicity's POV " How's my baby?" I anxiously asked Tessa as soon as I woke up. I still remember how I fainted and lose consciousness in front of Damon so it's pretty obvious what and why I am here, in this all white plain room. " Oh, thank God you're finally awake," Tessa said in relief and hugged me tightly. " I said how's my baby?" I asked her again a little bit impatient that she was not answering my important question. " Don't glare at me like that!" " The baby is fine, and the baby will even be more fine if you take good care of yourself, okay?" She holds my hand and looked at me so dearly. " You need to rest, Felicity, for your sake, for the baby's sake, and for everybody else." Sadness clouded Tessa's face when he said it to me. " I will. Thanks." I gave her an assuring smile. My baby is fine and I am feeling better as well but there's one thing that is not fine for me. " Where is Damon?" I looked at Tessa who was stunned in front of me while I'm waiting for her answer

Damon's POVThree days had already passed and I am still in a state of shock and confusion about Theo's suicide act. I hate him for everything, for ruining our friendship, and our bond, and for getting revenge on me through Felicity. I am very mad at Theo for taking his own life without hearing his explanation and for not letting the law and justice work for him. A law is valuable, not because it is a law, but because there is a right in it, I wanted to give him a chance to pay and reflect on what he did to Michelle, Felicity, and me, but he chose to end it by taking his own life. Despite the hate, I felt for him, I am very saddened now that he's gone. I value our childhood memories and experiences so much that it hurts me to know that he betrayed me and it hurts even more now that I can no longer interact with Theo. I am holding tightly the yellow papers that the authorities had given me yesterday, this is the letter that Theo intentionally wrote for me the day before he took his ow