After several weeks of returning to Russia, spring has arrived, and it's already bidding farewell in the blink of an eye. I've gone out a couple of times with Aleksander. Outside, at the end of April, the first tree leaves, grass, and flowers have appeared, along with birdsong—a beautiful melody contrasting with the explosions I hear every single day. Whenever I am in bed, pacing back and forth in the room, gunshots ring out, and I ask myself: Is someone else wounded? Dead? Here in Russia, I'm still confined to the room; he only allows me to go out with him on rare occasions—even that time he introduced me to another criminal at a dinner held in a ghostly mansion. It terrified me that a shootout might break out of nowhere among so many armed men and two ambitious guys playing at friendly conversation, with anything capable of happening. In the end, we returned home, and I became a hostage again, which breaks my heart.Not being able to see the sun when I want to, only when he decides,
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