Brooklyn- A lot has happened over the past two months since I had my first heat cycle. Everything has been crazy around the pack. Apparently even after my heat ended, members were still in libido overdrive. It wasn’t as bad as it had been during my heat, but I swear every time I turned around, one of the males was trying to hook up with one of the females. I felt normal, better than normal. Other than the awkwardness between Tate and i. Who has been acting worse than before. One minute he is caring and almost seems like he wants to spend time with me. The next minute I was like I was just a nuisance to him. We spent a lot of time together during the four days I was in heat. He ended up having to stay at my place with me and sleep on the couch. I went through three intense episodes a day, the longer it took for Tate to get to me, the harder it had been to come out of it. I didn’t remember much about what happened after the heat hit, but I apparently ha

Brooklyn-Feeling much better, since I finally opened up to Tate about how unfair he has been treating me, I climbed out of bed. I was going to be meeting with his mother today and I actually felt excited. Now I could learn of what a Luna even stood for in the pack.Not that I would be able to do a lot of the things, considering the contract. Although I may be able to get away with some things, as well as even request certain aspects in the revised contract. Really there had only been one major flaw in the contract, but maybe with the revision, other things could change.My biggest thing was the fact I couldn’t get into his business. I couldn’t protrude into his personal life. It wasn’t that I had a problem with it before, but now he was constantly in my business and I knew nothing about him.The part about staying out of his room, that didn’t bother me either. Except for the fact he made frequent visits to my room. It really did f

Tatum-Looking over the old contract, I was struggling with what to add or change for the new contract. I realized most of the rules no longer even mattered. Either I myself have broken them, or it was a moot point. Even coming up with rules to advise them, was turning out to be difficult.Honestly, I was half tempted to throw out the contract and say the hell with the rules. The rules were:No entering office without asking permission.Which no longer even mattered, I didn’t care if she came into my office.Stay out of each other’s room.Which was a rule I broke, practically immediately.Stay out of personal life.That I had also broken.Stay out of pack business unless it pertains to her.This one, well I was just undecided. I no longer wanted her to leave, so technically this rule should no longer apply.

Brooklyn-By morning time, Eric still hadn’t returned. I had spent all night in a frantic state of mind, waiting for him to return. I just wish I knew what was going on in his head. It was obvious he hasn’t told Tate yet, otherwise, I would have heard something by now.I ended up sitting outside waiting for him. Pacing the way I was most of the night, I was afraid I was going to burn a hole in the carpet. The sun was just starting to peek out over the horizon. As much as I wanted to wait outside for Eric to show up, I knew I needed to get back inside.If others found me sitting outside, they were more than likely going to start questioning me. Standing up from the chair I had been sitting on, I was just about to head inside when I saw a dark grey wolf making its way towards me.I wasn’t sure if it was Eric or not, considering I have never seen his wolf before. I stopped anyway because I was hoping it was him. I had tried many times to sp

Tatum-The fact my touch soothed her, bothered me. It shouldn’t have been possible since we were not mated. Nor should I be able to control myself around her. Although, it was difficult. Just breathing in her scent was making me hard.Unlike before I was more worried about her than myself. After the first day of her last heat, it had been torture being around her. Every time she went into heat I was hit with an insatiable hunger for her. It was bad enough I had it even without her being in heat, it was just worse when she was.I knew she was in pain, it killed me not to comfort her. I just needed to know if she was sleeping with my brother. Before it was because he was my brother and it would cause problems with the contract situation. Except I didn’t give a damn about the contract.It was her and knowing that another man was touching her that bothered me. In the past couple of weeks, I have come to the realization that I really didn’t g