After the romantic date night we decided that we needed to connect a lot more we are missing the spark in our relationship, I know that I have tons of feeling for him and I want to be with him but sometimes I think that we are only together for the sex and the twins and I don’t want that, because if that is the case then we don’t have to be married and we could co parent together and I could go back to being the playgirl I was before I got knocked up.  I asked him if he wanted to go with me to Japan next week, if I had to go alone I was only going to go for 3 days but if he was going to go with I was going to stay a little longer and probably end up in Figi, He told me that he would have to check his schedule which I kind of figured since they were close to the world tour and shit. But that is the only way we are going to be able to reconnect on a level that will make me want to continue being married. Because I can do just sex and co-parenting and be single, I thought

Jax and I went to dinner there is a restaurant that we go to in the inner harbor that is the best place on earth to eat so we went there and when we were done eating, we went for a stroller in the harbor just spending some time together talking and having a blast, I have missed doing things like this with someone. I was grinning from ear to ear, I looked at my phone just texting on the twin I texted the nanny and my dad they said that they were great, and I looked, and I had a miss call from Mateo and texts asking me to call him when I got a chance. So, I told Jax to give me a minute I wanted to call him back and see what he wants fast.Phone ConversationRing, RingMateo : HelloSky: Hey Mateo its me.Mateo: Hey Babe , I wanted to say I am sorry about last night.Sky: Well apologize accepted. I tried to call you before I left but you didn’t answer and you didn’t come home where were you?Mateo: I was at Xander’s a f

JaxonI am glad decided to go with Sky we had a blast and it reminded me how much I love that girl. I was able to show her how to love her and put her first we talked about a lot of things, and I know that we can work as a team and make this work. I dated her for 3 years but that was after being her friend for 3 years prior to that and we haven’t been together in almost 4 and she is the only person I have sex with because I don’t want anyone else, I would wait forever to be hers and only hers.  When she called me right before she was going to go, she sounded depressed and unhappy, so I knew that something was bothering her. Even though we haven’t been together in a few years we still talk and hang out whenever we can. I wasn’t happy when she told me that she got knocked up and I was even more surprised by her telling me that she wasn’t sure who the father of the twins was and when she said that Mateo Anderson was one of the guys

Sky I can’t believe it been 5 months already where has time gone. We are headed back to LA; Jaxon just finished his last day of training camp and we have a few weeks to go before he have to head back for the football season. I really enjoyed spending time with the team and their spouses.  Me and the twins spend all of training camp in the box watching the practice and me getting to know the other player wives or girlfriends. Jax and I decided that we would spend the football season in Baltimore and the off season in LA. While we were waiting for training camp, he went ahead put his house on the market and we bought a new one, we moved in a week before camp we were waiting on Last night add-ons to be finished.  Ivy had a baby girl 2 months ago she is the cutest little thing, Delilah and Jenn are both pregnant, Delilah is due is 5 months and Jenn is due is 6 months. We redid the paternity test on the twins and Mateo is Waverly’s father and Luke is Waylon’s dad. I hav

Last night was horrible the nurses came into Jax’s room every couple hours to check on him and they took him early this morning for a X-ray and a CT to make sure that closed the Valve that they repaired when they brought him back the Doctor came and sat down with me and started to tell me what is going onConversationDoctor:  Mrs. Cameron, Good Morning my name is Dr. Jones, I am that attending for the day. I wanted to come and talked to you and let you know what is going on with your husband right now. Also let you know what our treatment plan is for him as well.Sky: Good Morning Dr. Jones, that is perfectly fine.Doctor: So, the Doctor had to go back in and seal the valve yesterday and we check it this morning and it looks like it was sealed correctly the second time around. So, our plan is to take him off the breathing machines and see if he can breathe on his own which he shouldn’t have any issues doing and then we will slowly bring