Whilst in grief, we ought to think about one thing. Do they deserve the grief that we’re giving or do they deserve nothing from us? Grief is something that cannot be given without emotional connection to a certain person. The depth of the emotion leads to the depth of the grief that we’re experiencing. Grief is not just a mere emotion, it’s an evidence of love and of relationships. Some travels across the words and take their own life just because they are grieving. Grieving is dark. It also become darker when we allowed it to be. Throughout this journey, Apollo manipulated my emotions. The bomb that he dropped when he proclaimed that I was his daughter and all of the savings which makes him grown on me as a father. However, it didn’t turn out to be so well. Apollo didn’t really made me into his own daughter but rather he uses me to get Selene. And whilst, looking into his grave right now only emphasize nothing but the shallow grief that I have for him

 “ Hold a handful of her hand, Nicholas.”Those words smoothly rolls down the mouth of Alpha Antonio as he darkly looked over our direction. I was still on my knees while Alpha Nicholas is in front of me, still not doing anything other than looking at me like I am some sort of prey that he would definitely slaughter. No, slaughter was too much. I just wished that they wouldn’t be too much because we had a lot to talk about.A yell escaped from my lips as I felt how painful it is. Alpha Nicholas totally grabbed a handful of my hair while looking at his twin brother and turning me around so I can face him. He was almost presenting me to his twin brother as a fucking toy.All of our breathing is ragged as we waited for another instruction. “ Strip her naked, Nicholas and join me here. She will play herself for us,” Alpha Antonio said. It wasn’t even a question or statement. It was a command and Alpha Nicholas didn&rs

“ I, Devon, daughter of Apollo, take thee the power and responsibility bestowed upon by nature that I will do nothing but withhold my duties of being the moon goddess.”The ceremony begun when the first rays of the sun appeared into the vastness of the skies. Beta Xander guided me to fully accept the throne and responsibilities of the moon goddess. The Gibbous twin didn’t partake into the ceremony because the Gibbous pack needed their Alpha’s.Thus, it was just me and Beta Xander plus the servant of the moon goddess before when she was appointed into this crown. I don’t know how things goes because even if I am the daughter of Apollo, my knowledge about this world is only just a mere glimpse of what does it really entails to hold this crown.Beta Xander officiate the ceremony. It only composes of him and I as I assume the responsibility of being the new moon goddess. He told me that since he was once the apprentice of his own mother

Part A ******Being the moon goddess entails some things. I just didn’t expect that mating the love of my life is included on those things.After Beta Xander told us how serious the curse is, I felt the whole world crushed right in front of my face. He did gave us time to absorb everything before he explains the things that we are going to do once we met the dark witch.The dark witch is evil and no easy game to play with. He wants something and if we’re not ready to give whatever it is that he wants, the only thing that I can do is to accept my fate.Nope, I didn’t vanished forever in the world but expecting me to mate Alpha Antonio and Alpha Nicholas to others are like killing me into the most crucial way. I cannot. I just simply can’t.“ Stop thinking about it,” Alpha Nicholas said as we are walking into the bushes of the tress and fighting to the coldness of the morning.Alpha Antonio and

“ The what?!” Beta Xander reacted as he rose from his feet and look at the devil witch. All of us remains stilled as we heard what he just called Beta Xander.We all know where he came from but hearing this is in another level of darkness.“ Uh-uh. You didn’t know?” he asked, feigning ignorance about his rude behavior as he looked at our shocked face.We didn’t know. The only thing that we know about is how he is the child of  a mistake between Selene and Apollo.He looked at us and shook his head, exploiting his disappointment. “ You really didn’t know?” he asked and we nodded. “ Then it will be my honor to tell you,” he added whilst looking to Beta Xander.“ Once upon a time.”We snorted because of what he said. “ I didn’t peg you to be this classic,” Beta Xander rolled his eyes because of annoyance.“ Okay. To cut the story sh