Semua Bab Wandering Soul: Bab 1 - Bab 6

Surviving life in the pit of giving up is not a very good choice. It's when you wanted to die, you badly wanted to end it but you're tied with the truth that you have people to fight for. It's when you wanted to let go of that thin string, connecting your inner self to sanity, but you're forced to hold on. Life for some people is somewhat satisfying but not for Zaire Aera Gonzalo. Her life has been everything but love. She's been living with demons inside her head and as she's fighting it everyday, she later find herself losing the battle. Would the world be able to save her before it's too late? As she finally grasp for life, would it still choose to go back to her knowing that she's finally gave it up?   

The sound of birds and the rustling of leaves woke me up the next morning. A white room greeted me as soon as I opened my eyes. There was an IV drip attached to one of my arms, and I realized I was in the hospital. I didn’t know why I was here or why I felt so light. It felt so light that I couldn't understand why. I decided to get up and look out the window. The area outside the building was clear, and the sunlight was bright. My gaze shifted to the IV in my hand. I knew I shouldn't, but I pulled it out. A little blood came out when the needle was withdrawn. I put the IV aside and looked for something to cover my hospital gown. Just then, I saw a black jacket on the sofa in the room. I grabbed it and put it on. It was the right size to cover the hospital dress.I knew I was supposed to stay here, but one of the places I hate most is the hospital. It only brings back bad memories. I walked to the door and went out. I immediately looked to the right when I heard something fall. The nurs

Chapter 4: Two Types of YouthTHE NEXT DAY, I accompanied Freiya to school. We decided that after her classes, we would start looking for answers. As she walked in, she was almost confronted by the girl she had argued with the day before, but it didn’t happen because their teacher arrived just in time. Freiya immediately sat at her desk while I took an empty seat in the back. From where I was sitting, I could see everything.Some were laughing, some were whispering, some were quietly teasing each other, and there were also those lost in their own world, sitting quietly at their desks. Typical high school students. I probably was just like them before all of this happened. I probably was happy, just like them. But happiness… why does it feel like it's one of the things I’m missing?The teacher cleared her throat to get the attention of the class. "Good day, section Daffodil," she began."Good day, Ma’am," the whole class responded in unison."At this point, I want each of you to explain