The Moon is You의 모든 챕터: 챕터 11 - 챕터 20

 “NAKAKAINIS PARIN,” I let out a sigh. Ang aga aga, mag iingay agad 'tong si Crizeliah. Well we have been decided to meet this morning in her office, as usual. It's already friday and it's almost a week after our what so called oplan-take-the-document but we got defeat when someone just took that, right infront of us. That's so savage. It's just the two of us inside her office, still waiting for Marcus and Xheidan to arrive although we have really no idea what is the purpose of this meet up. I hope just not to hear Crizeliah's rant! “You're already infront of the admin yet you didn't took the documents?! Uh, Asthreittle,&rd

 “Hello po, Senator?”I answered over my phone as the Senator called off. I was still in tense as of knowing that our professor declared that he won't give any special quizzes to us, in additional on what happened last day. It's totally burst out.“I heared, you cut a classes two times. Is it true?” I could overheard the thunder in his voice.Damn. I'm speechless, I don't know what word to utter as a reply to him. I feel like being toasted by my own sheep. He's the senator who I am being scholar. It's definitely not good, I know it, and the fact that he knew it, I'm doomed. I never expect him to knew this that fast although I know he has a lot of connections in the University, it was still unnecessary, that the news flew that instant.I feel like I'm going to fell off the floor anytime. I knew it, cutting classes would neve

 Is loving the moon really means being safe from the pain? Kung ganon ay gusto ko nalang mahalin iyon tulad ng pagmamahal ni Xheidan sakaniya.Maybe now I realized... I realized why Xheidan was always there, staring at his loving moon. He's having an accompany from his loving moon. It's his rest, it's his calmness. I'm glad to know that Xheidan has a soft part too.The day after, I don't know what is up with myself that I woke up earlier than my usual although I've already battled with myself last night before sleeping that I would rest all day and review the whole afternoon. Maybe masyado lang akong nasanay na gumigising ng maaga dahil halos weekends kaming nag kikita-kita para pag usapan ang ganap sa website.I sighed and let myself fell off the bed. I want to relax. I want to feel pleased after what happened.This is way better, far from hassle. S

EIGHTEENTH: HiddenHow.But not the carabao.Tsk.How, that's the only question filling all the space in my head at the moment. Like how must it be Joe the one behind the website? I know I barely seen Joe but, I was really confused and puzzled. I don't know if I would think of Joe being the one behind that website or not.But Xheidan said it's from the website.The only document inside that room is the document I took a photo of.Or maybe there is other one yet I have no idea of?Goddamn it! Hindi ko alam ang iisipin ko!If it's Joe, why is he one of the investigators? Don't tell me nag papanggap lang siya? How about Reigh? Does he know about this too? But damn, I don't even know if it's Joe or not 'cause I have no any other basis that Xheidan saying that

TWENTIETH: TrustMaybe in my whole life, I could say that that's the most undeniably chest attacking moment I could ever enhance.Everything around me seems to froze as if it's making me feel even more how terrifying my state was.I wanted to run away. I wanted to put the phone down and just don't mind what Marcus have said. I even wanted to throw off the thoughts of it and just not think if that but simple thing really did not make any sense. As in nothing made any.I could remember how I told myself that I will only face what the consequence will going to be throw over my face after doing all the things I have done. After all, I have no one to blame on, it's just me because all decisions I have done reflects all the thoughts I've resembled.Pero kahit gaano talaga natin ihanda ang mga sarili natin para sa isang bagay, we