Beau and I made our way out the front door of the packhouse, and honestly, it was really difficult not ripping each other’s clothes off. Last night had been incredibly special to us both, Beau had been so gentle and took such care in making love to me, so scared he would hurt me but he never did. It was a moment I would cherish with me forever, but it seemed that right now the thought of being gentle when it came to touching each other was the last thing on our minds. I felt this almost animalistic carnal instinct take over wanting nothing more than to completely become consumed by my mate, I wanted him to take me in a way that would make my mother blush and my father probably want to kill him. But that was what I wanted, I needed him in that way and with all the pressure now surrounding us regarding our coronation into becoming the new alpha and luna of the children of Gaia in two days, it was even more important now for us to become completely absor

Rainn   I sat back against a tree in the forest after shifting into my human form, I was so pissed off right now because I knew that regardless of what I said or did to protest against becoming queen, the truth was I had very little choice unless I had someone to take my place. And as there weren’t too many Gaian’s born with the symbol, it kind of left me stuck in between a rock and a hard place. Suddenly I felt his presence before he even made it known, Beau came up to me and without speaking went to sit down beside me as he leaned against the same wide tree. He sat there for a while without saying a word, I appreciated that about him, he wasn’t pressing me for anything, he merely allowed me to be. Finally, I couldn’t stand the silence any longer, “You know what this will mean right,” and it wasn’t so much a question to Beau as it was me trying to come to terms with it myself. “You were born with the symbol Rainn,

Rainn     After Beau rushed me back home to our packhouse in an absolute panic, both my mom and dad were completely shocked by the story Beau had told them. All the while I kept standing there with my arms around myself for support, I was shivering and must have looked quite the sight. Never in a million years had I thought that being intimate with my mate up in his childhood bedroom, would result in something like this. The thought of Beau discussing our most intimate moment with my parents should have made me cringe where I stood, but it didn’t, I guess it didn’t because he hadn’t even gotten to the scary part as yet. Both my parents looked completely confused by the story he was telling them, and if Beau’s mom wasn’t standing right beside me holding me tightly to her side I guess I might have fainted. Because I felt lightheaded and incredibly strange from head to toe, but it was the moment when Beau held up

Rainn   “Blue.” My answer is nonchalant and completely disinterested as I sit at the kitchen table with my laptop open in front of me, mom raises a brow as she huffs. “Blue and?” Her reply is suddenly laced with irritation at my general lack of interest, but I don’t reply as my mind solely concentrates on my end year essay final, which is due today. Even though our pack is completely separate from the rest of the world for most of the part, we still have schooling it’s just run by our very own pack teachers. This means our schooling is a lot different from that of any normal human, that said, I have no personal experience with what “normal” school was like back before life changed. I was told the day I was born was when our pack completely closed itself off from the world, being right up against the Canadian border and deep within the mountains made it easier to escape the world somehow. Our alliance with tribe Fia

Beau   My eyes shoot open to the loud panting beside me in bed, still feeling slightly disorientated I sit up with a start as my eyes land on Rainn, she's sitting upright in bed with her hands wrapped around herself, her eyes wide open and gazing ahead as if she's left the present and replaced it with a reality I can't see. Protectively I stretch out my hand to touch her shoulder, but the moment that she flinches away from me my brows furrow with concern.  "Baby, what's wrong?" I exclaim as I stare at the faraway look in her eyes. She isn't there, not really. As her face turns away from me she stretches her hands out in front of her as she begins to mumble something in a language I can't place, not until I lean in closer and realize that the language she's mumbling is Gaian. Immediately grabbing for my phone beside me I begin to record what she's saying, she keeps repeating this one sentence over and over again as she seems t