Semua Bab You Love Me: Bab 31 - Bab 40

Ryder's POV*"Because_because I want you" The word had slipped out of his mouth in a quiet whisper as he kept staring at me in the eyes but I heard him just fine, only problem is?, my heart was having a heart time believing any of it at this point given how unpredictable he has been lately.One minutes he can be giving me all these butterfly in my stomach and the next minute,he is exchanging saliva with Tia and I don't think I can deal with any of that right now. I have enough shit going on in my life already and wouldn't want to complicate it even more."You want me?" I cocked a brow at him and he answered with a nod and took a step closer to me, our faces inch apart, his eyes completely locked with mine and waiting for a possible favourable reply from me which am likely not to give."If you want me then you_" my sentence was cut off again as Jaden's plump lips quickly smash into mine and totally freezing me over like a deer caught in headlights

Ryder's POV*My eyes flutters open the next morning, and kept staring at the ceiling, still trying to recall what happened the previous night. My mind jolted a little when i remembered that Jaden had agreed to stay the night with me. Peeking down slowly, I noticed Jaden's face was nuzzle into my chest, his warm breath kissing my pectoral gently.A warm smile broke out on my face when I realized how strong his arms were grasped around my body. It spoke of a desire that was more like a hunger.I pushed aside some of his golden locks away from his forehead in order to get a better view of his face as it seem to be shading it a lot, and began taking note of every single detail of it. His plump lips that turns into a cute pout when he get angry at me which is a lot by the way was slightly agape with little snore erupting through it. His eyelashes looked longer than that of a girl and his cheekbone are like those of a freaking Greek god, perfectly sculpt

Jaden's POV*Ryder climbed into the bed beside me and I breathe a sigh of utter relief. His eyes flick up to meet mine, his green orbs filled with glee as he pulls me into a hug, the smell of cigarette mixed with his cologne hitting my nostril almost immediately."I have missed you" he whispered quietly into my ears, tucking my head into his chest more.I sighed in deeply, my arms grabbed tightly around him. "I have missed you too Ry"The name Ry rolling off the tip of my tongue so effortlessly and loving every bit of it.Ryder pulled back a little to look at my face, his alluring orbs staring right back, enticing me into a hypnotized gaze, his hungry eyes running up and down my face for what seem like forever, just scanning, his charming smile sending hot tingles down my spine and leaving me vulnerable in my own skin.It took another second before Ryder smashed his lips into mine and I melt right into his grasp, his tongue tas

Ryder's POV*I had no idea where I was headed at  the moment but one thing was absolutely certain for me at this point. I need to get as far away from Jaden as I possibly could or I might be tempted to call him out in front of everyone else.He didn't just hurt me with his words but he fucking broke me with his actions as well as his stupid lies.I thought we really had something beautiful going on between us. Something I thought could only get stronger with each passing moment spent together because they was a fucking connection but I was so wrong.Gosh, I  was so damn wrong about everything. It was obvious i was the only one with the tickling butterflies in my stomach. The only one who dreamt about a possible future that has both of us in it. The only freaking one who thought the feeling was so mutual and could last for ever but now I know it was nothing but a stupid experiment to him.A fucking mistake.Another tea

Ryder's POV*I was still easing myself into the toilet when someone barges in through the door and I couldn't help but fumble with my zipper thinking it was some drunk chick who has missed their way only to turn around and find Jaden standing right there, his eyes narrowing into slit and back at me.The hell is wrong with this dude though."What the heck is wrong with you?, You can't just barge in like that without knocking first"He gave a careless shrug and stroll towards me. "Sorry for intruding on your little moment but what I had to say couldn't wait another second more"I inhaled sharply, my brow totally raised at him. "What's the urgency huh?what do you want?""It's not about what I want Ryder. It's about stating the damn obvious and you know it" he simply insinuated and then paused, and just kept staring at me for some sort of reaction.I simply shrugged, not understand his accusation one bit, "Which is? because