You Love Me のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

Ryder's POV*Josh and I ended up at his parent house after going to several random places in his car. Both his parent were out on a business trip or something, He didn't give me much detail and i knew better than to prey even further.Josh happens to be the only son with his pictures scattered across the wall in the hall way and leading to the rest of the rooms. I had to wait around by the hallway while he hurried off to his bedroom to tidy up the place a little.I don't know but his room must be looking a mess as it was taking really long for him to finish already. The clock kept  ticking by as i just stood there for like another five minutes before I finally got bored and decided to press my ear against the door frame, just listening to the similar rummaging around from the other side before it became silent again and I quickly leaned away, my hands still buried into my jacket pockets and waiting.Another minute went by before the door fina

*I hurried inside and grab my keys from the counter and met Simon at the bottom of the stairs on my way out."It's good that you are here Sir Ryder, i was about to call you. Your friend was just here looking for you. I told him he can wait for you in the living room but he insisted that it was fine to just wait outside. If you didn't see him on your way in then i think you might have missed him only by a minute or two"I sighed at his words, my shoulders slouched, "Did he say what he wanted?""No but I think he wanted to talk to you about something urgent, maybe you should give him a call?""It's fine. I will just go to him and see what he needs"He gave a small nod in reply and I took off towards the front door yet again in obvious pursue of Jaden even though I told myself never to do it again but one look at him and here I go again, chasing right after him like a lost puppy.I don't know why he came looking or what he might h

*Am I overreacting right now or that kids is really trying to get in another dude pant behind Ryder's back. Aren't those two like together now or I just thought and saw wrong.Maybe am wrong but what if am not and he is just using Ryder to get in his bed. I coil my fist tightly under the booth table getting more irritated by their annoying giggling right in front of me even though his back was turned towards our direction.I continued to watch him with ice cold eyes as he reached over and whisper into the other kid ear before getting up and heading towards the restroom."Babe? You're not paying attention" Tia voice snapped at me."Ugh, I have to go to the bathroom really quickly, excuse me" I stand up and shuffle past the waitress, Tia angry huff the last thing I heard as I exit into the restroom and after blue hair with the intention of breaking his stupid face if I find out he was cheating on Ryder.My Ry.I walked right into

*I got into my car and drove in the speed of light towards the only place i have dreaded my whole life since my parent died.Images from that night still hunted me in my sleep when I go to bed at night. That distinctive smell of disinfectant and ambulance siren blowing from a nearby distance has being stucked in my mind since that day I found myself sitting in the EU, waiting for the doctor to tell me something, just anything that proves that my mom had pulled back to life but the more I waited, the longer it took and the more obvious it became to me, it had all ended in tears just like it did with my dad's.Tears could not bring them back no matter how hard I begged and cried my eyes out. They were really gone forever and I had to face the reality of their absence right from that very moment till this very day and I can tell you how fucked up that has been.You cry yourself to sleep and wake up to yet another day and begin again. It's a void that

Ryder's POV*My chest felt a lot heavier than usual as I made my way out of Jaden's house and into the open and further down their pavement and towards my motor bike. I began to take deep breath in a bit to figure out what could be wrong. I knew the sadness of finally deciding to give up on Jaden was going to get to me but I didn't think it was going to restrict my air flow this bad and all of a sudden too.I climbed on to my bike but got hit by a gigantic wave that almost knocked me off to the floor. I thought about calling Jaden for help but remembered he was wasted and sleeping it off right where I left him a while ago.Dragging myself back to his house doesn't seem like a good idea either so I pulled out my phone and called the only person I knew would come for me even if I was in the middle of a freaking tsunami.I managed to climb back down as i dropped to the floor, my back laying flat against the ground, both my hands clutch tightly