Semua Bab Still The One: Bab 31 - Bab 40

An hour before my shift ends, tinawagan ako ni Reishell. Nangangamusta at nagtatanong kung ano daw ang gusto kong pasalubong. I was confused but then she told me na nagtravel silang dalawan ni Yuan. I just told her that I want them to enjoy and go home safely. I don't really need any material things. I learned that I should work for what I want. If I want one thing, I shouldn't just rely on others, I need to work on my own para makuha ang gusto ko. And, ano nga bang gusto ko? I just want our family to be fine. I want to bring back our life before but I know, suntok sa buwan yon and I need to be contented on the life we have now. As much as I want to go back to what we are before, ayoko din at the same time. I experienced being broken and lying to the love of my life back then. I sighed as I force myself to forget the regrets. Gusto kong kahit sandali lang, makalimutan ko yung pain at regrets. Kahit isa

My Saturday morning started with a morning walk. Hindi ako masyadong nakatulog matapos ang usapan namin ni Mommy kaya nang mag alas singko nang umaga, lumabas ako nang bahay para magpahangin at maglakad lakad. May iilan akong namataan na nagbubukas na nang tindahan. Ang ilan naman ay papasok na sa eskwelahan at trabaho. Yung mga nagtitinda ng almusal ay naglalako na din sa mga bahay bahay. Nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad hanggang sa mamalayan ko na nakahinto pala ako sa tapat nang lugar na matagal ko ding hindi napuntahan. Sinilip ko ang loob at nakitang wala pang tao pero bukas na ang lugar kaya pumasok ako. Nakita ko pang humihikab ang kahera pero agad napaangat nang tingin nang maramdamang may pumasok. Agad nya kong nginitian nang makilala ako. "Ate Venice! Goodmorning! Ang aga mo ah" sambit nya habang nakangiti. Ngumiti din ako pabalik. "Goodmorning den, Katelyn. Hindi kasi ako ganun

I stared at the two choices I'm holding right now. Paulit ulit kong binabalikan nang tingin ang bagay na nasa magkabilang kamay ko. I can't decide kung anong pipiliin. "Hmm.. hindi ko alam kung anong bagay sa kanya" bulong ko. Inangat ko ang tingin ko at nagtingin tingin pa nang ibang gamit na pwedeng mairegalo. Birthday pala ngayon ni Jerwin. Kaya ba inaya nya kong mag dinner? Pero, nevermind. I shouldn't be assuming. Gusto ko syang regaluhan. Ewan ko, nang sabihin ni Yohan na birthday ni Jerwin ngayon, otomatikong lumabas sa bibig ko ang pagpapaalam at dumiretso ako dito sa mall. Parang kumilos nang sarili yung katawan ko para hanapan nang regalo si Jerwin. I checked the time. 12 noon na. Ilang oras na den pala ako dito sa labas. Nagpaalam ako kay Yohan kaninang mga alas syete imedya eh at naghintay pakong magbukas ang mall. 10 AM kase ang opening hours nang mall kaya naghintay pako nang ilang o

"You seems distracted" I snapped out of my thoughts when Jerwin spoke. Uminom sya mula sa baso nang tubig then he wiped his mouth. "Sorry" I whispered. He became silent until a music from a violin surrounds the place. May mga tao nang tumayo para magsayaw. I just stared at them, a memory flashed in my mind. A memory of me and Jefferson dancing on our garden while he sings me a song. My tears are about to fall but it gets interrupted when a hand shows infront of me. Jerwin stood there. His other hands is on his back. He had a small smile on his lip. "May I have the dance?" He softly asked. My heart suddenly fastens it's beat as I take his hands. He leads me to a space in the center. Tahimik akong pinapanood kung paano nya ilagay ang kamay ko sa magkabilang balikat nya then his both hands in my waist. A sudden electricity flows through my body kasabay

We landed abroad. We're now here, waiting for someone to pick us up. Jerwin has a condo here, he said so dun daw kami magsi stay until the deal ends. Two days before this day, I helped Jerwin packed his clothes. Nothing happened actually, we just pacjed the clothes, silently then after that, pinauwi nya agad ako para daw makapagpahinga. Kinabukasan, ako naman ang nagpack nang damit ko at kinausap ko si Mommy since I missed talking to her. She smiled the whole time we talked at kahit nabanggit ko ang boss ko, her smile grew wider pero napansin ko ang kalungkutan don at... pagsisisi. I was also shocked dahil pinayagan nya ko without second thought nang sabihin kong I'm going with Jerwin abroad for business matters. She even helped me packed. "Let's go?" Jerwin taps my shoulder kaya napalingon ako sakanya. He motioned the black car parked infront of us na di ko namalayang dumating na pal