Lily’s pov “I am sorry my love. I don’t know what to do?” I had no idea what Osiris meant or why none of the wolves that were around me weren’t moving. They were wolves from our pack, I recognized their scent. So why weren’t they attacking Alpha Gabriel. “I am free, it’s okay Osiris.” Osiris sounded sad when he said “it’s too late. I have already signed the pack over to Alpha Bernard and Gabriel.” I was so mad. I was free, I would have been able to save myself and Asher. Osiris didn’t need to give the pack away for me. This pack belonged to him, it was our home. “He was just trying to save you” Arya said. I knew she was right, but what fate were we headed to now? What would happen to our pack? Could we even live there now? I didn’t have time to ask Osiris any of the questions. Alpha Gabriel had the biggest smile on his face and looked towards me “throw her in the dungeon.” The wolves around me shifted back to humans and gently walked me towards the dungeon, while wh

Lily’s povHearing that Osiris didn’t trust me enough to tell me the truth hurt at first. But when I thought about it I wasn’t sure if I could have lied the whole day. If I could have bit my tongue when Alpha Gabriel and Charlotte talked to me. Would my face have revealed the truth? Osiris told me that the pack wanted to get me out of the dungeon before he got here. I was really honored that they would go against Osiris and get me out. That they would risk their lives for me. Osiris would be giving a speech later today to clarify everything that happened, but he first wanted to check if Asher and I were okay. He carried Asher up to our room while Osiris held on to my shoulders. “I am so happy you’re both safe,” Osiris said “and I am so proud of your quick thinking. I knew you’d escape Alpha Gabriel.” I turned around as soon as we entered our room. “Can you hold Asher for a bit, while I take a shower. It was

Lily’s pov It’s a month later and I still feel really bad for Charlotte. Some part of me is also angry at her, I wish she would see that Osiris did the right thing. In time I hope the pain of rejecting Gabriel will hurt less. Rejecting would hurt less than feeling your mate die right? “Yeah, rejecting hurts less than losing your mate.” Arya said, “but she didn’t just lose Gabriel, she lost her life as a Luna of a pack and she knows how wrong Gabriel was. I think it’s everything Lily. Just give her time. You have enough on your plate.” I did have a lot on my plate like Arya said. I was dealing with Asher who is now almost two months old and he is making more noises and he smiled for the first time. Like a real proper smile. I planned on going with Osiris everywhere he went, but I don’t want to bring Asher to the Dark Wood pack or the Blood River pack just yet. Not until everything has settled down. Getting everyone to bow down to Osiris hasn’t been easy. At least at

Lily’s pov Our date last week went great. I was so nervous to leave Asher, but once I knew he was safe and happy with Emma, I decided to focus my attention on my mate. We eventually managed to have sex in five different rooms, but my sexy lingerie only lasted two rooms. Being alone with Osiris was so great, but I also felt guilty for leaving Asher. Was this what it’s like to be a parent? You always feel guilty about something? This week however Osiris has been in a mood. It’s almost like he’s back to how we first met. He is avoiding me, barely talks to me and when he does it is in short sentences. It’s like his mind is somewhere else. I don’t know if I did anything wrong “even if you did do something. Osiris is an adult and he could just talk to you about it.” Arya said clearly annoyed by Osiris’ behavior. “Can’t you ask Santos what is going on?” I asked. “He says it’s personal. I am his mate. There is nothing personal anymore.” Arya said pissed off. “Just b

Lily’s pov I had no idea how much work planning a wedding was. From the moment Osiris had asked me to marry him I had thought about our wedding, but I just figured it would be a small ceremony and I would wear a cute dress. Like a bohemian forest wedding or something. Arya giggled at my thoughts “a bohemian forest wedding?” I replied “I don’t know. Werewolves usually don’t get married. All I know is from movies. I just want to promise myself to Osiris and then have a great party to celebrate his birthday.” I decided to talk to Mia, Jara and Emma about it. Maybe all the girls combined could come up with an actual plan. Asher was asleep so I mindlinked to meet me at the packhouse and I brought the baby monitor with me. “So you are going to wear white?” Jara asked. I didn’t really like the color white, but it was the thing people did at weddings right? “I guess?” I said, not really sure. Emma smirked “you know what we should do. We should ask mom to help. She i