At kagaya nga ng napagkasunduan namin ni Deolino, we really did start over.We somehow became civil with each other. It's like nothing really happened between us. Surprisingly, nawawaglit na rin sa isipan ko na may nangyari sa aming dalawa. Na may isang gabi na nag-isa ang mga katawan namin.And I don't know if it's just me but I feel like we've somehow gotten close. Though he still did not speak anything about his family. Pero hindi na rin naman ako nagtanong. If he doesn't want to talk about it, then I'll just let him be. Dahil katulad nga ng sinabi ko, I won't be staying here forever so knowing more about his family history doesn't really matter to me anymore now. At naiinis pa rin ako sa kanya at ganun rin naman siya sa akin pero unlike before, hindi na niya ako binibigyan ng silent treatment kahit gaano pa siya ka-inis sa akin. Instead, we let out anger on each other by yelling and cursing each other.Hanggang sa lumipas na ang isang buwan at dumating na an

Masakit na ang mga paa ko at pawis na pawis na rin ang katawan ko. Wondering where we are right now? Well, we are in Balingasag's public market, and here I am, struggling as I followed Deolino's lead. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang tindahan na ang pinuntahan namin. He's always asking the price for every item but whenever he finds it too pricey, lilipat na naman siya sa ibang tindahan. Bibili ba talaga siya o gusto niya lang malaman ang presyo ng mga bilihin? Is he doing some sort of pricing research? "How long do you plan to keep on walking? Pagod na ako." Reklamo ko habang pinipilit ko parin na makasabay sa kanya which is very impossible to do since there a lot of people. Ang iba nga ay nakakabangga ko na. Nilalakasan ko rin ang boses dahil sa ingay ng mga tao na nasa paligid namin. I did not receive any answer from Deolino. It's like he did not hear me at all. He just kept on walking habang nagpapalipat-lipat ang tingin niya sa mga tindahan

Hindi ko mapigilan na itaas ang aking kilay habang tinititigan ko si Deolino na nakatungo lamang habang pinaglalaruan ang kanyang pagkain. Magmula ng magising ako kanina sa kwarto niya ay tila lutang na siya. He never spoke a word but he always answer me whenever I asked him a question so I am pretty sure that he is not avoiding me. Talagang lutang lang siya. And I don't know what happened that it made him like this. Was he too shocked that we slept together in his room? It's not like this is the first time anyway. He wasn't even fazed when we had sex before. So I was wondering, what made him like this? O baka naman may nangyari habang tulog ako kanina. It was already eleven in the morning when I woke up dahilan upang hindi na ako nakapasok pa sa trabaho. So, there is a chance na may nangyari nga habang tulog ako, that resulted for Deolino to be acting like this. "Did something happen?" Hindi ko na napigilang itanong. T

"Ayos ka na ba?" Ang tanong sa akin ni Deolino habang magkatabi kaming nakaupo sa kawayang upuan.Tumango ako lamang ako bilang sagot.Ibinalik ko ang posisyon ko kanina nung bago pa siya dumating. Nakatungtong na ulit ang magkadikit kong mga paa sa upuan habang nakayakap ang aking mg braso sa binti at nakatungtong ang baba ko sa aking mga tuhod.I just let my hair fall. It's annoying but I let it be dahil ayokong makita ni Deolino ang mukha ko.God knows how embarrassed I am right now after what I did to him. I can't even look at him!Ilang minuto na din ang lumipas mula nung dumating siya at yakapin ko siya ng mahigpit.I wonder what face was he making when I did that. He never said anything as I embraced him. He did not ask me stay away from him nor even ask me what the problem is. He didn't even ask me to let go of him so that he could get inside the house. He didn't said anything even if the rain keeps on pouring down on us. He just let

Pareho na hinihingal kaming napahiga ni Deolino sa tulugan niya. Pang-apat na beses na kaming pareho na nilabasan at pagod na pagod na ako.And I guess you already know what happened.Yes. We did it again. May nangyari na naman sa amin and this time, hindi na ako nahirapan sa pangse-seduce sa kanya. Because just kissing him and playing with his cock aggressively was already enough to make him succumb to lust.Wala pa ring tigil sa pagbuhos ang ulan at malakas-lakas pa rin ang hangin na pumapasok na sa bahay. At dahil nakahubad ako at tapos na rin kami ni Deolino sa pagtatalik ay ramdam na ramdam ko na ang lamig.Tila napansin naman ni Deolino na nilalamig ako dahil kaagad niyang kinuha ang kumot na napunta na sa paanan naming dalawa at ibinalot iyon sa hubad naming katawan. Ngunit hindi naging sapat ang kumot upang pawiin ang lamig na nadarama ko kaya naman niyakap ko na si Deolino at pinagdikit ang aming mga katawan so that I can feel his body heat.