Semua Bab Let me be yours: Bab 41 - Bab 50

"what do you think Joseph, how much it will take to find her! It's already been a month" he was running out of patience now. "I'm already trying my best sir, but I want to ask you something frankly " he hesitated to say it. "Go on""First you brought her here to avenge her, then you saved her from that man you choose yourself for her, then you used your own methods to hurt her. And when your brother was getting interested her, you suddenly abandoned her. And now since the same day, you want her back when she's gone. I can't understand any if this" it was very hard to understand his complicated emotions whenever it was about her. Joseph was ready bet, that he never saw Dawson this much confused in any other matter. Dawson didn't know what he was exactly doing, his intentions was very much unclear. "I was wrong about her Joseph. She is not solely responsible for whatever happened in the past, she also suffered the same consequences which I went through alone. I misjudged her. But I

"I've not become ill-mannered but now I've known the truth and you deserve all the filthy words of this world Mr Dawson! I hate you! I loathe you! I despise you!" She seethes as if she wanted to spit at him, unable to maintain the proximity with him. His head went back in a haze as if he will kill her any moment. She repeated the same words to him, which he said to her that day while kicking her out. He didn't know the exact reason for which she hated him but somehow it felt like her rage was building up due to some other reason. And he was not aware. "Shut your fucking mouth Ruby! I know you're mad that I kicked you out that day without giving you any reason but you also wanted to go! I kidnapped you here and then I released you! But how can you do this to me? " The sudden question and politeness in his voice struck her. What he was talking about? She thought. He was the one to be blamed! For everything he did to her since the beginning! How can he blame her for anything? She w

All day she waited for Amber, but she was nowhere to be seen. She asked the new maid, but she also didn't know about her. She went into the kitchen and looked all over the house but she was not present there. She was afraid that if she had quit her job, but then she reasoned with herself that she cannot quit that easily, after all she is serving Wayans brothers since they were kids. It was almost midnight, and she felt restless. She read her mother's journal again and again but she didn't find anything unusual. Her mother clearly Dawson for everything, and even she wrote that Dawson was held accountable at court trials during the hearing. As he himself admitted that he drove the car when it hit her father. And they did not even got out of the car to help the dying man, and they ran after being scared but they stayed enough for her mother to witness them as she was present there at the moment when it happened. As she kept recalling her memories, she heard unusual noises from outside

"I'm sorry but it's difficult to say that she will ever open her eyes again" the doctor told him with sorrow in his voice with a hint of scare that he might not be able to take the news really well. "What are you saying?" He growled with furrowed brows as if he would strangle him any moment. The doctor blinked repeatedly, praying that God may let him return home today alive. "You need to calm down Dawson, it's not his fault. She is been shot, it's not easy" Joseph patted on his shoulder and comfortable him. After informing Amber about the situation, she was already on her way. And after shifting that man to his farmhouse, he straight came to the hospital, in order to analyze the situation. He very well knew that Dawson was short tempered and he might do something out of emotions. The 24 hours were about to over and yet there was no sign of her consciousness. The doctors tried their best, but her heart rate was very slow. They were afraid that they might lose the baby too soon. Th

Soon she was discharged from hospital and shifted back to home. Although the doctor advised that her condition was critical and she needs special care. Amber assured herself that she takes full care of Ruby on her own self. However Dawson no more visited her after the incident. Gradually without a hint he developed a guilt and responsibility for what happened. Although he didn't wanted to but still it felt like he was equally at fault for whatever happened with her. No matter how much she tried hard, he still couldn't stop his killings. But he made sure that from now onwards he was extremely careful with not bringing those brats at home, in case she sees and gets involve again. Joseph also suggested him to keep his business out of his home. He soon got involved in his life again, as a new cloud of excitement hovered over him. Joseph planned his blind dates from time to time with the most richest daughters of the prestigious men in the country. Not only their pretty faces were known