Another Year with Spencer Moore のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Spencer’s POV  “So what do you think, Spence? Shall we give it a try?” I came to a halt when Kieran asked me. I’m not sure if he’s just faking it or maybe he’s just being sincere.  As I looked into his eyes, he was also looking at me.  It won’t hurt if we try being friends, right? Plus, he already apologizes.  I held his hand and we both shook it but by the time I pulled it away, he was not letting me go. It was kind of awkward for me because I was holding my ex-boyfriend’s hand. I mean, I don't mind holding someone’s hand, it’s just that I feel weird.  

Spencer’s POV  “Are you okay? What happened to you? Did Kieran push you off the bed?” I don’t know who asked those questions because I was focused on the nurse who put a bandage on my arm. It hurts so bad.  I turned my head to them and Nate was looking at me worriedly.  “What happened?” he ask, “I just fell on my bed. Kieran didn’t do anything. I’m just stupid for rolling at the edge of the bed,” I explained to him and they all nodded.  I was really hooked on the book that I was reading. I was laying down and then sat and then laid back again but when I ro

Kieran’s POV  It was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.  Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.  I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived

Spencer’s POV “You see, you are not the angel that everybody looks up to. You are not that innocent. I already know you, Spencer and now, everybody knows you as well. Our friends knew what you were up to. Don’t worry, I gave you birth control just in case you get pregnant by some random dude you slept with and paid you after,” he said after I opened the present that Kieran gave me.  Truth is, I don’t know what to feel. I feel betrayed, embarrassed, angry, sad, but out of all everything, I felt happy for once. Even just for seconds.  After Kieran said those words, I still held on to the gift and held it tightly. I looked up to meet his eyes and he was smiling devilishly. I slowly smiled genuinely at him. 

  Spencer’s POV    Waking up with a headache and a little hangover. I didn't realize that I drank too much. I don't even remember what happened last night. Except for Kieran’s bomb surprises. It was awful and embarrassing to everyone who was at the party last night.    The only thing that I remember is that I left last night after I paid Kieran for the cake that he brought me and I went directly to the club to spend the night.    I made out with other guys but didn’t dare to sleep with them. I don’t know why I didn’t sleep with them, usually, I spent the night with guys after I drink but now, I woke up in my dorm apartment.    I never r