AZRAEL のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

Tonight I will visit her. I want to stare at her face, be close to her and show her how sorry I was for causing her too much pain. I will let her know that I miss her each passing day, that she is so close and yet so far. I will hug her and make her feel that I still love her even only in her dreams. I will kiss her pain away even for a while and make her feel loved by me even for one night. I went to her room and I saw her sleeping in her nightdress. She is so beautiful. She is like a princess sleeping for a thousand years and waiting for her prince to kiss her. Her cherry lips are tempting me, her body is calling me. I sat on her bed beside her and whispered, “Hello, my majesty” I saw her smile with her eyes closed. She hugged her pillow for dreaming that it was me. “I am here now, my majesty,” I said and touched her face.

We are about to go and find her lover when I saw Tania wearing office attire that makes her look good, her beauty is shining and she looks so stunning. She has a job now and I know she got a good one. I saw Maria looking at me while I was staring at Tania. I felt jealousy from her but I pretended that I didn’t know. I ignore her jealousy and ask her about her lover’s house. Without hesitation, she told me where he lives and we went to his mansion somewhere in Aurora. Isaiah is a wealthy man. Maria said that Isaiah’s grandfather and his father are famous politicians. Maybe those who adopted him are wealthy or I am the one who is adopted. I looked at his white-painted mansion with a yellowish gold lining in each corner of the mansion that makes it look elegant. The bermudagrass is well trimmed and the flowers are wet. They were well-watered. I saw two big white cubs pass in front of us. They stopped for a moment in front of us and star

I woke up with my nightmare that she is gone. The scene of losing her is still playing in my head. I only sleep half awake because of the pain of losing her. I don’t want to question God but I can’t stop myself from asking him why? Nobody understands what I feel right now, because the only man that I can talk to cannot hear me already. He is there but he is already gone. Like Tania. She is just there but she is gone. I wish everything will be back to normal because I will never leave her again. It is my mistake to set her aside because I didn’t know that it would hurt. If only I would die today just to be with her. I would be glad. Even killing Joper and his friends didn’t give me satisfaction. I heard her voice outside that ignited me and made me excited to see her. I stand up and look outside the window. Her smile, her voice that is captivating me. I feel like I want to hug and kiss her and make her feel how much I miss and l

The battle will begin today, and only one of us needs to stay and it would be me. I heard voices from above and they were all cheering. I can hear the metal screeching and It seems that they are preparing for the war. The spiritual war that will happen today. The spiritual war happened billions of years ago and will happen again now, not because we need to know who is mightier but to bring balance on earth. I need to end his ambition of being a god because he will never be one. The thunder roared and the heaven split. The angels from heaven fly down like lightning. The help is here and I am no longer outnumbered. The war between me and my brother started. While I keep an eye on Maria. I will never allow him to get Maria or else I will go back from the start of finding the ‘pride’ to finish the task. I can hear the lost souls screaming as if they are affected by what is happening. They were weeping and it seems that they know what is going

I woke up in a tiny room without anything but a bed good for one and a sink. The door that is locked and a small window. I looked around and there was nothing. No television, no radio, just me. I am wearing white too and I am already clean, not stinky anymore. I don’t know where they imprisoned me but I know that angel is mad at me. I can feel her energy that she doesn't like me. Maybe because I won the battle that is why she imprisoned me. Her voice keeps echoing in my head telling me that it is not all real. The battle that I face, the woman that I love, the angel in disguise are not real. That I need help and she is the help because she wants to me be believe that she is a doctor. I laughed every time I remember what she told me because I know what is real and she is the one who is not telling the truth. What do they want from me? The battle is already over and it is crystal clear that I won the war. I looked around again and I know that this