Lahat ng Kabanata ng Spirals: Tattoo in my mind: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Bailey I watch painfully as her heels clicks against the hard floor as she walks away. "Are you okay Bailey" Bryne asks and I blink twice before look up at him. "Can we go home now" I manage to say. There's a lot blaring on my head right now and I prefer to be calm about all this. "Bailey whatever she sa-" I hold up my hand silencing him. There just a thin band holding my sanity right now and I wouldn't like that band to be overstretched. "Home, please" I say calmly and stand up. I pack my things into my purse and I walk out of the food court. I need a lot of fresh air, my lungs need plenty air. Immediately I leave the food court, I breathe sharply, trying to remove the painful lump– as a result of what Bella said– from my chest. "Bailey just talk to me" Bryne holds my arm and turns me over to face him. "Is it true?" I ask, trying my best to sound calm. I think I'm going to loose it, fast, if I say another word. "What?" "You know what I'm talking about so don't give me that b

He pulls me up from where I'm sitting drags me to follow him. "Bryne" I gasp as I feel his tight grip on me. He pins me to the wall of the living room and stares deeply into my eyes. I can't even read what's going on behind those green eyes of his. All I know is that this is the first time I'm seeing him like this. Before I can understand what is going on, he crashes his lips into mine, kissing me as roughly as he can yet very breathtaking. "Um.. we're going" All the girls except Vicki stand up to go. Rose pulls Vicki and drags her to go. "What the-" Bryne starts to say but I cut him off with my mouth over his. I'm putting all I have into this kiss, I'm telling him how sorry I am, how annoying this is, how much I want to keep doing this without getting tired. He hoist me up with my back pressed against the wall. He fondles my arse and I run my hands in his hair in every way that I can. He bites my lower lip a bit and I gasp. He kisses the side of my lips, trolling the kisses do

"Shut up goddamn alarm" I groan and reach for the alarm and in my sleepy eyes, I almost throw it to the floor but then no remember it's no alarm, it's my phone. "It's morning already" I hit my legs on the bed and turn off the alarm. I can't imagine this is what I'll have to go through when I start working. I lay in bed for a little before I stand up sleepily and find myself in the kitchen. I turn on the coffee maker and I go through my phone for any call or message from Bryne but there's none. I sigh and rub my eyes. I feel a bit disappointed or something, today is like a huge day for me and Bryne does not know about it and I'm certainly in no mood to call or message him. I look at his number for a bit, contemplating whether to call or not and I finally drop the phone and pick up a mug to pour my coffee in. I take the first sip and for the first time, coffee isn't giving me the satisfaction or even the consolation I need. I hiss and pour out the remaining content of the cup into

My alarm goes off and I roll over and turn it off. This morning, I'm so happy to be awake unlike other mornings and I think it's because I slept a lot early last night. I take my bath quickly and head down to the kitchen. With a cup of coffee in one hand, I go through the papers again, just making sure my signature is on all the pages. Honestly I'm happy, this is my first day of my real work and I'm not getting all anxious about nothing. I put the leftover lasagna from yesterday in the microwave. Fuck all their meal plan and diet shit, right now my belly needs a full on. My phone buzzes with a message and my face lights up as I read the contents. ~ I'm sorry I can't call, I'm in the middle of a video conference. I hope you have a great first day at work today, I miss you, I've been thinking of you most of the time I was awake last night and seriously, I'm really reconsidering not going for that meeting this weekend. I'll call you as soon as I'm done with this. I love you Lee :-)"

I roll miserably on the bed, in a bid to ease the splitting headache I'm having. "Jesus!" Hangovers are so annoying. I drag myself off the bed, with a lot of effort, and I open my medicine cabinet and shuffle through for an aspirin. I take the pills and empty my bowels before leaving the bathroom. I scroll through my phone for any message or call."Shit" Twenty four calls from Bryne. I groan and pour some cereal and milk into a bowl. I call him back and it goes straight to voicemail. "Shit!" I have a fitness session with Derrick today. I hurriedly change into my gym clothes and I rush out to meet him. ~~~I try to catch my breath as I jog into my driveway. I'm so exhausted from that fitness session and it's even a miracle how I survived through it with the hangover I had. I really need to take a long soothing bath and buy my groceries, especially as my meal plan is so different. One really important thing I should do as soon as possible is to talk to Bryne for a long time.I bri