Spirals: Tattoo in my mind

"Thanks Cole" Cole pulls me into a hug and I hesitantly put my hand on his back, giving into the hug.

I pull away from him and I make my way out of the hall and let the college breeze hit my skin. I'm so going to miss a lot of things when I leave college.

"Um.. Bailey" Cole scratches the back of his head. "I want to ask if you'll um.. maybe li..like a dinner, maybe coffee with me" he stutters

Well it's two days to my graduation so loosing up a bit for a date won't harm me. As much as I'm very jumbled emotionally, I want to spend my last days in college happy.

"Sure" I smile.

"Great! I'll text you the time and place" he hugs me.

Well we've got a hug lover here. I wrap my hands round him. I need this comfort, I'm afraid I might break down soon. I sniff and pull away.

I shouldn't be doing this. Not after a breakup with Bryne.

"Are you okay Bailey" his forehead creases and I think I see concern on his face

"I'm fine" I tug a stray strand of hair behind my ear. I turn around to leave and I stop in my tracks immediately. I think my heart just missed two beats and I can feel a burning sensation in my chest.

Bryne wraps his hands around Bella, drawing her closer to him and kiss her.

She leans into him and runs her nasty fingers on his back.

I don't know how I feel but my legs are glued to the spot. My chest tightens and I start breathing through my mouth. I stand there watching, heart broken again, hurt, humiliated, there's so much emotions flying around me. I can't believe this is happening.

He just broke up a week ago with me and I can't believe he's moved on. He just has to this, worst of all, with Bella. I close my eyes and all my desperate attempts at controlling myself fails.

I need to get as far away as possible from here because one more minute watching this and my tear glands will react.

They pull away from sucking each other's face and I walk away, not before seeing the smirk on Bella's face.