Spirals: Tattoo in my mind のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 51 - チャプター 60

I close my eyes and just let a generous amount of air fill my lungs, I’ll be so happy when this getting a job phase is finally over and I know I’m always making so much sacrifices in my career for Bryne but what can I do, what can I do when I’m just so deeply in love with him. I know this may sound cliché and I’m probably the most stupid person to do that but most times we just have to fold our arms and think of the things we do for love and I’m okay with making such sacrifices as far as it isn’t one sided. I stash some dollar notes, my phone and some mints into my purse and leave the house. I need to go to Endi agency today, I need to speak with Mr Liendior at least because if I don’t, I’d seem rude. I get into my car and step on the gas. Today I’m just in a mood to overthink everything. Not really everything, but Baddie particularly. And though I feel some kind of attachment, some kind of familiarity already, I’d like to think it as the thrill of having someone from the same root

BAILEY Bryne looks at me and I know what he’s thinking, Jordan hasn’t gotten over Audrey and I don’t think he’d ever get over her. Audrey’s eyes land on Jordan and for a second her eyes widen and she pauses in surprise. She looks away almost too quickly and turns to speak to her mom. Jordan eyes is still fixed on Audrey and I look back and forth between Audrey and Jordan. God! This situation is amusing and I think it’s amusing to Bryne too. “You know what Jordan, you’ve been eye-glued to Audrey since she got here, just cut the drama and go talk to her” Jordan actually takes his eyes off Audrey for the first time since she got here and looks at me after I say that. “Yeah man, it’s obvious you still love her” “Do you think she’ll want to talk to me?” Jordan asks “Yes” I pat Jordan on the back “Oh, that’s great because I won’t talk to her!” Jordan turns around and Bryne looks at me with an equally confused expression. “What’s wrong with you Jordan, sometimes you just need to let

Bryne gives me the last plate and I put into the plate rack. He didn't let Kara and I do the dishes, he insisted that we do it together. Kara already left the kitchen a while ago because she couldn't stand seeing us get all 'lovey', little Devil!"My mom and I are staying at my dad's place here, we won't go back to Charleston till next week. I can't get enough privacy with you when she's around" Bryne leans on the sink beside me. "We'll figure that out, we'll try not to be loud" I chuckle and he folds his arm smiling."How possible is that" he quirks his brow up and I roll my eyes"I'll try to be less loud" I add "The whole weekend is just for us, no fighting, just us" he intertwine his fingers with mine and drops a light kiss on my hand. "Come on, we're done here, let's go"He leads me out to the living room where my mom, Ms Kendall and Audery's mom are. "Mom, I'll be leaving now" Bryne says"Okay sweetie, I'll be staying with Ms Halsey this night, the three moms' are having a than

I stare down at the pregnancy strip in horror.I don't know how to feel about this. It's scary! I can't be pregnant, I'm on birth control pills. Could some skipped days cause this? "Fuck" I place my hand on my forehead and shut my eyes tightly together. My whole life was about to start and this? I feel like crying but the tears aren't coming out. On one hand I'm happy about this, Bryne, the father of my child, he shouldn't find it difficult to accept but I don't want to pose anything on him. Both our lives are about to start for me to bring this up now. I'm finally about to start a lovely job and Bryne is about to take over his dad's business and join the elite club and this. I sniff and throw the strip into the bin. I don't know how to tell him about this, I'm not even ready to tell him yet. I hope he isn't awake yet.We'll work through this, that's what he always say whenever something goes an opposite way. We'll work through this.I place my hands on my belly and stare at my r

BRYNEI lead Bailey into her house but she doesn't respond to me. She has been this way since she got conscious and I hope she gets better. I'm so happy she was discharged, I wouldn't stand spending another hour in the hospital. Kara has gone to my dad's house to get all the shopping bags over to Lee's house. I can't keep her at my dad's place, my mom may come home anytime and I cant explain anything to her yet. Bailey goes to her room and I follow her."Lee please talk to me, say something, anything" I can't bear the silence. "I was just so careless, I couldn't-" I wrap my hands round her waist and pull her to me. She can't blame herself for this, she shouldn't take all the guilt to herself. I'm at fault too, I didn't listen to her enough to understand. She sobs quietly and I rub her back. We'll work through this, I know we will. "Why didn't you tell me?" "How could I tell you, I was scared" She sniffs and I tip her head up to look at me."I told you I want to be involved in