Lahat ng Kabanata ng My Alpha, My Demise: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

Davina’s POVBy the time they parted and Irena sneaked a look at me, I had plastered a fake smile on my face and nodded my head at her, telling her that I was fine and that I was so happy for her.I didn’t know if she bought it or not but she didn’t say anything at that moment.I looked at Jude and saw him staring intensely at me. I had no doubt that he was the only one who knew exactly the kind of battle I was fighting with in my own mind and heart. He saw right through me and I was sure that he will have plenty of things to say about that when we’re alone.That moment turned out to be sooner than expected as Jude addressed Irena and Robert politely and genuinely “I’m glad you were able to reconcile with your daughter Robert, I’m very happy for you, for both of you”“Thank you alpha” they said together respectfully.“Robert, Ian, we have a meeting in half an hour. I’ll see you in there” he said firmly.They took that as a sign of dismissal as they stood up and left at once, with Iren

Davina’s POVEach man took his mate and started training her for the whole hour.Irena was starting with the basics while I resumed straight from where I left off before the battle. A double attack.Our eyes never left each other as we fought. I felt like we both had no care for training this time but we were rather doing it to pass the achingly slow day that never seemed to want to end and grant us our special night of love making.Maybe if we didn’t promise each other since we opened our eyes this morning that tonight will be the one, time wouldn’t have seemed to be moving so turtle slow.“Davina” Jude addressed me a little strictly after the sixth failure to block his attack.“Sorry, alpha” I said breathlessly.“You’re not focusing, it’s going to get you hurt” he said firmly. He was able to stop his attack at the last seconds every time I failed to anticipate his movements, but that last one was pretty close to shattering my jaw if he wasn’t already so careful.“Can you really blam

Jude’s POV “I think I like alpha Jackson, do you think he was telling the truth? That he would help us out with sending his own men to a battle that is not his?” asked Ian seriously. We were all gathered around the dining table having our dinner after returning from the Bison pack. I was just filling Ian on the results of our two trips. “Eighty extra trained men could really tip the scales for us brother” commented Ian when I didn’t reply right away. “I don’t know Ian. On one hand it’s good for us, but on the other, we’d be putting their lives in danger for our own safety. I put myself in alpha Jackson’s position and him in mine. If he came to ask for help because his pack was about to go to war, would I sacrifice my own men for a fight that wasn’t even ours?” I asked him tensely. He seemed to get my point as he pondered over this. I looked over at Robert and saw him looking at me, already having an opinion about this but reluctant to share it. “What do you think Robert?” I pre

Davina’s POVEven though his threat weirdly aroused me so much more than I already was, and I felt like I wanted to disobey him and challenge him because I secretly knew that he loves to punish me and wants me to misbehave more often than not, I gave in to him and obeyed to his command.I wanted him to give me and show me all sides of him tonight. The gentle loving romantic side, and also the dark dominant strict side. I was falling head over heels with both those sides. Each of them drawing me in to him and attracting me in different ways.Even though we had what looked like eternity together; especially after our future and the possibility of our survival and winning the upcoming battle just got nearly guaranteed by the moon goddess herself, I wanted it all tonight and like him, I had no patience to take things slow anymore. I had no patience to experience one thing at a time. I was done waiting, I was done with taking it slow, I was done being afraid and shy of my sexual desire to

Jude’s POV “Jude? Are you guys okay? You’re late for breakfast, we’ve been waiting for you for ten minutes” I open my eyes to the sound of a worried Ian in my head. “We’re good, go ahead and have breakfast without us. Davina and I will eat in my room. I’ll meet with you later” I told him sleepily as I rolled on my other side and my eyes landed on my beautiful, sexy, very naked mate sprawled on her stomach. She was very lightly snoring. It was the first time she snored, I’m guessing it has something to do with the all consuming activities we were involved in all through the night. I lost count of how many times we had sex, how many flavors we tried, how many healing spells she used to keep up with me. By healing I don’t just mean from me punishing her whenever she disobeyed me, I also mean some sort of energy boost or recharge to receive more pleasure and relieve her sore muscles. She is perfection in every sense of the word. An addiction. Sex with her made me realize how meaningles