Everyone was silent. I looked down, my whole body was covered in fire but I wasn’t burning. I was breathing heavily, I started to panic as the fire started spreading from me onto the ground. “Rebecca, stop panicking, you can control it.” I heard Ivan yelling from behind me but it sounded like his voice was in a tunnel. “Your mind controls the fire, quiet your mind. John is safe, you are safe.” I started to use all that Ivan had taught me about quieting my mind and controlling my emotions. I couldn’t get my heart to slow down though. What had I just done? “Lilly,” I croaked out. “Is she?” “She’s alive, focus on your breathing,” Ivan reassured me calmly. I relaxed slightly in knowing I hadn’t accidentally killed her. I watched the fire retreat from the ground, from my body until I held two balls of fire in my hands. “Ivan?” I couldn't stop my voice from shaking. “You don’t need your fire. Everyone is safe. Just release it.” In my mind, I told the fire I didn’t need it and it final
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