Isabella POV//I don't know how long I stand under the shower but my mind is racing.Not only I got my memories back, all at once and still try to sort them but the fact that I talked to the moon goddess.. her words.. and I fucking had sex !!!!And on top of that I practically begged him to take me and I.. I am just shocked about myself. I didn't even deny it as Felix made his stupid comment and I just took place in Jesse's lap like it's so normal .. it's not.. but it felt right and I needed to be near him. He is gone for not even an hour and I already miss him.My anxiety hit the moment he left the house. What if he regrets what happend? Maybe it was a moment of lust and nothing more and he comes home angry and push me away.. again.I just got out of the shower when my mind is flooded because three people link me at the same time and I can't concentrate on what they are saying.. it's to much and suddenly it's quiet and dark...."Isa..wake up... please !!" I hear a distant female voice

Isaacs POV///I got up in the morning before the first sunlight, placing a small kiss on my sleeping mates cheek and carefully left the bed. After my morning run I took a quick shower in my room and got to work. We may won the east coast back but I am sure as hell that the quietness is just temporary and soon enough we will get the backfire. After I read some reports and talked to some other Alphas about the situations and of course about the rumor of a mistress, that already spread across the whole supernatural world. I have no fucking qlue how it spread so fast and where it all started but everyone is on high alert thinking Isabella is more a threat then the Berserkers and witches. To convince them that there is nothing to fear , that my mate is harmless and that the Erlder council is already involved was a hard task but somehow I managed. After I finished that I planned the whole day with the help of Felix, turns out I am definitely not a romantic person but to my luck my Beta is.

Isaacs POV///This was the worst night I had in years, I keeped having weird dreams but I can't remember anything, I just know they weren't pleasant. But the scent of my mate is alluring and calming so I turn to her and open my eyes, seeing her sleep besides me irked me. All of the sudden I feel repulsed and I jump out of the bed. What is happening? I want to hug her, but my mind is screaming at me to throw her out of bed, a sudden headache brings me to my knees and a darkness surrounds me.And suddenly I remember my dream, or at least an image of it.Me in my Dragon form hovering over Isabellas dead body, my mouth covered in her blood.. I killed her.. I am a monster!!! Her death will be my fault. Opening my eyes, I feel numb.. repulsed and I walk to the bed looking at her like she is a stranger, no feelings.. just emptiness...And the words come out of me without me actually wanting to say them, like someone else has taken over my body and I am just watching from inside."What the f

Felix POV///Since Isabella left everyone is down, but the people that got hurt the most are Isaacs and Chelsea. My beautiful mate didn't had a proper night sleep since Princess disappeared, every night she clutches to the letter she left like it could safe her or bring back Isa.All I can do is sit there and hold her till she cries herself to sleep and it breaks my heart.Isaacs buries himself in work and walks around like a zombie. I go to work and training but to be honest I don't even know what I am doing.I saw Isaacs breaking down after the meeting, after he got the letter, and again I couldn't do shit, just stand there and watch my friend break.I told him to read the letter she gave him, when I myself wasn't able to open the one she left me.. I'm such a fucking hypocrite!!The fact that she run away hurt me more than I dare to admit. How could she leave us like that? I get that she is hurt, but even after watching the video she didn't come back to us............It's been th

Isaacs POV//I just sat down in the kitchen with my bottle of whisky , calming myself. Felix had a slip up, something I knew would happen sooner or later after he played Virgin for almost fifteen years. But to see him that broken hurt me. I remember how I felt when I met Isabella and when a crying and afraid Chelsea stormed into my office I was prepared for the worst. It was just a scratch but I could imagine what Felix must have felt when he realised that he hurt his mate. She begged me to find him but I couldn't get him back before I didn't treat her wounds, god know what he would have done after seeing them. And just as I was about to heal her , I had an idea. The moment I initialized Isabella into the clan I had some calmness settle inside me , something new so I decided to let Chels join in. I just hoped that it would help calm my friend, seeing him so broken in the training room, tearing himself apart was horrible. It was already late in the evening and both didn't leave the