บททั้งหมดของ Intense Feelings: บทที่ 11 - บทที่ 20

 Episode 11Maxwell I was skeptical at first as he made the offer to me, but in the back of my mind, the nagging feeling of going home and getting a cold shower as soon as possible made me agree to him, without thinking any further. He smiled in victory as he opened the door for me to get in, which I did without thinking twice. He immediately helped me put on my seatbelt immediately I settle inside his car causing his hands to brush against mine, making me shudder a bit. He began to drive stealing glances at me severally, which I ignored and pretended not to have seen him gazing at me. We drove in silence and the only thing I was able to say was to describe the direction to my house. After what seemed like an anguishing long period of time, we finally arrived at my house, making me sigh in relief. I arranged myself ready to leave, as I struggled to free myself from the seatbelt wh

 Episode 13Andrew I stood there, contemplating on what to say or what next to do before he left my office without waiting for me to dismiss him. The tears in his eyes and sadness from his voice flashed back into my head as I stood rooted at that spot. How could I have tried to force myself on him?, I thought as I pulled my hair backward in frustration. "Did I cause him so many pains?, did I make him so uncomfortable? How could I have ruined the life of a guy who isn't into men?" I questioned myself frustrated. What was I thinking, that I could turn him to be like me? I would make him leave his wife, just for me?, What was wrong with me, when I thought it was fate. It was a coincidence that ended with one awesome night and nothing else, I told myself sighing heavily. I need some air, I thought and grabbed my car keys before leaving my office. I stopped in my t

 Episode 15Maxwell I paced around the hospital, as the doctors checked upon him. I bite my fingers as I waited for them to tell me how his condition was. "Was he stable?, Did he feel any better now?, Or was it serious?" I brushed my hair, as different thoughts crossed my mind, making me curse out of frustration. I was still pacing, when the doctor came out of his ears, looking calm. That's should be a relief right? The doctor's face shows no fear or bad news right? I questioned myself until he got in front of me.  How is he doing, is everything okay? I rushed to ask, causing the doctor to chuckle.  You must be Maxwell, he said shocking me, but I nod my head instantly, waiting to hear what he has to say. "Well Andrew is okay, and once he wakes up soon enough, I'm sure he would want to go home, he hates the smell of the hospital, so get him home and serve him with hoy sou

 Episode 17Maxwell I tried to turn to the other side of the bed, but I couldn't as I felt someone gripped around my waist. I stirred a bit in my sleep as I nudge my shoulders over the person to release myself which didn't work out. I groaned inwardly and opened my eyes, only to find a figure lying next to me, sleeping peacefully. I took a deep breath as I stare closely to know who it was, with such strong arms, only for me to be fazed when I recognized the person to be Andrew. Fuck, I cursed under my breath, staring deeply at him. I looked from his oval face and I must confess he is very attractive, staring intently at those squared jaws, up to his lips which were perfectly parted a bit in his sleep. I stare at his shiny forehead, who h had a bit of those black hairs covered a bit, as I used my hands slowly to push them off his forehead. I looked down to his pointed nose and back to his lips again, still parted as I star

 Episode 19MaxwellI was stunned by his sudden question, it took me a while to think of the right words to say to him. How do I tell him I don't hate him, in a way that wouldn't be offensive. I sat up and stared at him, while he looked back at me, with those eyes full of sadness. Yes recently I gave been having this indifferent feeling around him, and I can't deny that maybe a part of me wants to have something to do with him and whereas the other part is just scared it might be the wrong move, or I just need to ignore whatever feelings I was having towards him. "Andrew, I don't hate you, maybe I use to truthfully, but right now, recently I haven't felt any sort of hatred towards you. The thing is that I just found it hard to behave around you, what I mean is that I don't know how to behave that wouldn't be offensive or appropriate around you. I don't want to do something that might turn you on or something that's not supposed to be d