WARNING. Torture and sexual abuse, Triggers Poppys POV I took a deep breath as I took a pause in the memories, I didn't dare to look at my mates. Perhaps now they would understand that I'm defective, Silas whimpered and Orion squeezed my hand. Aziel got upp and I glanced at him just to see him pour water into a tall glass and he gave it to Orion, who in his turn gave it to me. Not one of them looked me in the eye, I knew it they were disgusted by me. " No don't think like that, Poppy. We will never throw you away, please tell us the rest" Orion pleads. I look at him and he nods for me to tell them the rest, I drink some water and Aziel take the glass once again and I put my hand on Silas fur and tell them the rest. " Four months, we survived and on the last day when they came to my cell and dragged me to the red door to torture me again. Something didn't feel right this time, the man who I had learned were the boss's son who had fallen in love with my body. He was erratic th

Poppys POV I stare at the door which Aziel slammed shut and started to think if he got angry with me again, that he was gonna break our bond with force and force me to leave all of them. "No Poppy, neither of us are going to separate from each other. Don't you worry about that." Orion says and squeezes my hand gently. Silas hop down from the bed and shifts back to his human form, making me blush as he is naked. Silas and Orion chuckles at my reaction as I hide my face in the blankets. " You will get used to this you know, Poppy." Silas says. "Aziel, are hard to fully understand but he loves you with all of his heart, sweetie. He left to go to your family for answers, there is a lot on his mind right now. It's not every day that you will get this horrible story from your mate, your other half, that your best friend betrayed you." Orion says quietly. I look at him and nods, yes, Aziel and Holly have been extremely close to each other and I can understand that he feels betrayed by

Aziel POV I mindlinked Orion to meet me outside and as I waited I pondered if I would take the car on a drive perhaps shop a little. I think Poppy would like more clothes and other stuff, I will need Orion to ask her of her favorite colors. Orion comes out with a confused expression but comes over to me, he smells like Poppy and Silas. I smile at his new scent and gives him the bag, telling him to give it to Poppy. He took the bag and nodded, wondered where I would go but I just shrugged. I needed to go away for awhile, not that I was angry with any of them but I needed the space right now. "Okay can you shop somethings for me before you come back?" Orion asked me and gave me a list. As I read it I chuckled, most of the ingridients were to Poppys favorite foods. "She has you wrapped around her little finger I notice" I teased him and he just shrugged. I decided for my own car, it can't take that much place for some clothes and groceries anyway. Orion walked inside and I walked

Poppy POV "Can I mark you?" Silas asked me seriously. I got surprised by his question as Aziel by force marked me without asking, I tilted my head and looked at him without answering. I felt Orion touch my neck and the sparks moved over my skin and I moaned at the feeling. I closed my eyes as Orion kissed my skin and I felt him lift my shirt up. Silas hot breath tickles my skin as he places light kisses on my stomach and moves higher to my breasts, I tense a little bit when Orion cups one of my breasts in his hands and Silas gently licks my other nipple. Cold and warm sparks move over my breasts and I lift my arms as Orion tug my shirt over my head. I throw my head back as Silas cover my entire nipple with his hot mouth and plays with his tongue over it and even bites a little. Orion lift me onto his lap and Silas kiss me, I open my mouth as he licks my bottom lip. Our tongues meet in a dance that I let Silas lead. I feel Orions bulge in his pants as I squirm on his lap when he

Poppy POV   I opened my eyes suddenly and sat up, realizing I wasn't in the the forest or in Silas memory. I laid in my bed under my covers and Orion moved quickly and hugged me, told me everything was okay. I didn't understand why he would do that until Silas and Aziel broke down my door scaring me and I shut my mouth. I didn't even realize I had opened it, why did I do that? "What is it? Why did you scream?" Aziel asked. I didn't scream, right? Or did I? I tilt my head and look at Orion that hold my hand and looks at me with worry in his eyes.  "You did scream, Poppy. Do you remember why?" Orion asks. I shake my head but remember the fire and Silas fathers eyes when he looked at him and then how he had looked at me when I was small. I remember. "I'm so sorry. Sorry Silas, I'm so sorry. If I only had remembered sooner perhaps I could have done something. Please, please forgive me" I pleaded t