Nate   The question  is:  "Why  didn't  I  try  this  before?  Ah...  I  remembered, because I was afraid." Fear of experimenting, of feeling, of exploring parts of my body that could give me pleasure, and I simply didn't know about. The worst is to feel fear for putting so many ideas in my head, and let them take over my subconscious, allowing me to live in a state of inertia, without being able to surrender to a passion that changed my way of seeing life, and seeing far beyond. With every touch, every kiss, my body is surrendered to desir

Will  Since I received the news that I would be playing Wanchai, and that one of his characteristics was that he was too distracted to understand that the hottest guy in college only accepted to be his fake Date because he was really interested in him, I started thinking a lot about how I felt in the past, and accepting that I could not lie to myself.The novel shows how confused my character's feelings were about being a romantic couple, and how patient Thirasak was in waiting and understanding Wanchai in such a beautiful way. My story with Nate was similar, and life imitated art, and there are so many similarities between the two of us, and our characters, that sometimes I believe we were born to live those characters.

WillOn the way to his house, I think about the last events, and the moments we spent together invade my thoughts, and pack my journey. If I try to close my eyes, I can still see his smile, my heart seems to overflow with this feeling, and I was infected by Nate, during all the time I spent at my grandparents' house until this moment.My mother's insistence that  I  take  pictures  with  everyone  at lunch, especially Kanya, who I honestly didn't understand what she was doing there, since her family wasn't  invited.  I  don't  know  if  the  lunch was really a bore, or I just couldn't concentrate on anything else, and all the time I was remembering the  moments  we  spent  together,  their moans, their smell, and their kisses. This leads me to believe that I am addicted to N

Nate   My life was so different before Thirasak, from everything that came along with it. I am achieving fame, money, recognition and realizing dreams, but I never imagined conquering and being conquered by a man. What has happened between us is surreal. I have never felt so in love with someone, it's as if everything that happened before him, and all the people I had relationships with were distracting me until he came into my life. After spending such an amazing night, and a very honeyed start to the morning, I had the displeasure of coming across that post.I felt extremely bad after what I read, and my urge was to answer everyone. I felt that something was wrong, after calling and not being answered. Anger and jealousy took over me, and I know that I shouldn't have, because there is an explanation

Will  — What is it? Did I do something wrong?— No. How about if we use the hot tub? — Nate asks me, and leaves me full of expectation.— Now? — I ask, shaking my head, and smile. — So, I'm turning on the faucet to fill the bathtub....— So you break any romantic moment of ours, Wirakan!—