NateThis will not work!His hand goes up to my chest, caressing me lightly. Holy shit, am I getting hard just from this? Will moves his hand down to my pant leg. Isn't it possible that he's going to do what I'm thinking?  He's going to do what I think he's going to do! As our mouths don't seem to want to be apart anymore, he pulls the coz out of his pants and puts his hand inside.— No Will, stop! — I say and turn away from him, who looks at me without understanding nothing. — What did I do wrong?— This is going too far!— Too far away? We are dating, do you remember that?— I know, but I don't think I'm ready for sex.

 Nate— The passive? — asks, and I nod my head. — You know that homo-affective relationships are not like in Bl's, nor in Yaoi anime and manga? — I know, but I still have a lot of doubts about it! — So, in these stories there is the seme protector with the macho way, and the uke fragile that needs to be protected, all this is to make a comparison with heteronormativity. And it's not like that, what can happen between you and Will, will depend on the two of you talking, reaching a consensus, allowing yourself, and the best? To surrender to the passion. — I need to talk to him more, but I feel ashamed, it's weird because it wasn't like this when I was dating girls.

Nate  Touching him, providing pleasure and hearing his moans is something indescribable. I had never been with a guy before, so I feel different, but in an extremely happy way. "Come on bunny!", as soon as I ask, he lets out a desperate moan and watching him explode in pleasure was delicious. I watch every detail of my boyfriend, he breathes breathlessly, and opens a satisfied smile when his gaze meets mine, I smile back. I caress his face, he opens and closes his eyes, and then stares at me.— Do you want me to do it on you?— Are you tired?— Don't worry about it! — he answers, and I hand him some paper to clean up the re

 Nate    I look toward the door, and there are Will and my mother. I let go of Oat, and he hands me his cell phone.— Oat, how are you, dear? You and Nate  don't change, always the same stupid jokes... — except for my mom, at least I think, because my boyfriend's face doesn't look so good. I stand up and approach him.— What's going on here, Nate? — his voice sounds like a whisper.— Nothing, it's just that Oat wanted to get my cell phone at all costs, and I was trying to stop him.— Lying on top of him? That's a pretty strange way to keep him from getting your cell phone, don't you think?

Will  Everything has been changing in my life since I met him. In the beginning I thought he was stuck up, boring, and intimidating, because that's how he showed himself to me, but all this perspective changed as we got to know each other a little more, and I got to know the real Nate. The one who is insecure, who doesn't let everyone near him, who laughs at anything I say, and who has settled in my mind and heart in a way that will be very hard to get him out.When I arrived at his house, and found him mounted on top of a guy, their faces just inches apart, I was really annoyed. After all, the guy in question is his long-time friend, he is handsome, has an angelic face, and on top of that, he is gay. Then insecurity took over my mind, with so many thoughts, and one of them was that Nate would prefer to have a new sexual e