EmilyI don't know why I'm feeling so different since this morning, especially when I look at Kane and his actions. As much as I feel a kind of happiness with his tender and gentle gestures toward me, I feel a kind of anxiety as if I'm gonna be hollow again.We're about to leave right now for Texas City. I can't believe I'm going back to my city after three long years. It has so many bittersweet memories. Some I wanted to forget and some I have been cherishing ever since. Kane was too late to come back last night which is why I couldn't wish him. It's his 32nd birthday. I remember his first birthday with me. I did so many things to celebrate it. And I had thought I'll be making it more special in the upcoming years. It didn't happen. But I hope my little gift will be able to make it special for him. I take out the small jar of notes I wrote every month for him. Throughout the last four years, I didn't forget what I had planned for him. I had bought this jar after his 28th birthday a

A month agoKane"What do you want me to do?" Monica asked on the call as I smirked."You know Emily could never stand you. I just want to watch her getting hurt when she would know I got over her and married you," I said."You— you wanna marry me?" She exclaimed."No!" I seethed. "I don't give a fuck to marriage and love. And don't take me seriously on that. You'll act like my wife in front of Emily. That's it. After a month, when I toss her away, I'll watch her suffer the pain of heartbreak. Am I clear?" I shrugged."Why would she trust that?""A fake photo shoot doesn't take much time," I cracked up. "Got it," Monica said. "Will execute this straight after thirty days"——————I close my eyes shut. Who knew I'll be the one to suffer the most? Who knew it'll hurt to watch her getting hurt? Who knew my own strategies would backfire? "Remembered?" She shrugs. My blood started to blotch as I grab her arms tightly. "Yes. I do remember. But I had changed my mind. I told you I don't w

KaneEthan said Emily asked him to hire a cab. She didn't tell him where she would exactly go. I believe she'll go back to Austin. After all, she has her dream job there, her family in her agency. But I'm not sure if she's gonna go back to David's company after this mess. If she goes there, I believe she'll know what I confessed at that party. She'll know Monica isn't my wife. I hope it'll give her some relief. Ethan insisted that I should meet her when she was leaving but I didn't go. I didn't think I'd be able to control myself. What if my mind changes and the bastard in me wakes up again and it tries to force her to stay back again. "She has left, Kane," Ethan says as I take a long stroke of smoke from the cigarette. I try to smile painfully, rubbing my eyes repeatedly. "Are you okay?" Ethan grabs my shoulder."I'm relieved," I tell him with a painful smile. "I'm proud of you, Young Master," Ethan says with a big smile of pride.*It's already been a week since Emily left for

I brace myself before reading it. "As you sow, so you reap. That's what dad used to say. But it has never been the same in my life. I got the worst in return for a single NO. I can't believe I'm a woman of this era where we're still not allowed to say NO to anything. We don't have a right to make decisions and any random person thinks that they can make decisions in our lives as if we're obliged to do whatever they want.I realised this fact in the worst way. I never thought turning down a silly offer would bring a nightmare to my life. Damien Porter is a demon with the skin of a human. That's what I found out the day when I was taken by his men and brought to him in darkness. I still remember that horrible day when I was surrounded by darkness in that empty room. I kept screaming and crying to break the shackles when he came in front of me. I still remember his creepy face when he walked toward me with his horrible smirk. I knew it was not going to end well. But I wasn't the kind

Kane The entire night was spent in anxiety. I had been staying in a small guest house, just a kilometre away from that foster home. In the evening, Ethan came and told me that he had handed the wedding dress to Rylie Mae. She looked happy. But she said Emily hadn't talked to anyone after I left. She didn't even come out of her room. I know it was going too fast and I believe she'll know what she wants. I wasn't lying when I told her I would leave everything behind and make her world mine. I'll definitely do it for her. I just wanna see her happy and satisfied. When I met her yesterday, I saw that urge in her eyes. She was so hesitant when she asked me to leave as if she was unable to convince herself. If I had found a bit of resistance in her eyes, I would surely walk away. We're gathered in the small church situated a few yards away from the foster home. And it's already the moment. Ethan comes rushing when we all were waiting outside the church. "Kane!" He huffs. "Coming from t