All Chapters of Afraid to Love Again: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40
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CHAPTER THIRTY
Gavin’s lips at my ear stop me and he grabs my hand in his."That doesn’t matter. Sophia, I don’t want her. I want you, beautiful."Emotion stings my eyes at his honest words and when he presses his mouth to mine, I immediately slip my tongue into his mouth. Passion for him jolts my body, my skin, and my blood to life, and when he slants his mouth over mine and grazes his teeth over my lip and bites down gently, I moan softly. I grasp his silky hair in both hands and explore his hot mouth, feeling my desire for him low in my core."I. Want. You..." Gavin’s whisper fuels my need as does his mouth as he begins kissing my jaw between each word. I moan, grabbing the first button of his collared shirt, anticipating what’s to come. Then the oven dings."Food’s ready." I feel his low laugh against the skin of my neck, his stubble grazing my skin, making me want him even more. I groan in frustration, pulling back and giving him a wink as I push off the couch to grab the chicken Parmesan and ga
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CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
"Gavin!" I cry out, arching into the feeling, grasping his hair in my hands as my head falls back. Pleasure rocks my core in pulsating waves as he relentlessly kisses my cleft and licks inside me without stopping. I moan again, feeling my release coming. It overwhelms me, drowns me, surprises me."Gavin...please," I beg, needing something, and then he pushes two fingers inside me, rotating in and out, in and out. I struggle for breath as my body climbs, trembling with pleasure. I grasp onto him tighter and call out in pleasure when I shatter into a million vibrant pieces and grasp onto his hand holding mine against the vanity mirror, my eyes closed in ecstasy. "Wow” is all that falls from my lips after that.***After getting dressed and packing most of my things into boxes, we load his four-door Toyota Tundra. Gavin grazes kisses along my hand, driving with ease as the radio plays soft rock."Penny for your thoughts?" he whispers, pulling into the parkway of his penthouse so we can en
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CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
The sand seeps between my toes as Gavin leads me down to a picnic blanket a little ways down the beach. There’s an over-sized basket sitting beside it, along with a bottle of wine in an ice bucket and a single red rose lying on the sand. I gasp, my eyes darting to his as he pulls me down to the blanket and sets me in his lap."When did you plan all this?"His chuckle sends delicious tingles up my back."I have my ways, baby."He lifts my chin with his finger and his eyes blaze with love. It takes my breath away."You’re too good to me, Gavin," I whisper, resting my head across his shoulder. He looks so gorgeous with his hair mussed after his shower, and the way his blue tee, low slung jeans, and Columbia Motocross sweatshirt hug his body. His smile is teasing as he gazes down at me."You deserve the world, baby. And I’m going to do everything I can to give it to you.""Gavin…"I wrap my arms around his neck and press my mouth to his, moaning when he kisses me back passionately. He
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CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
"Good morning, beautiful."It’s only then that I see the tray of pancakes, grits, scrambled eggs, and bacon. My stomach grumbles, seeing the delicious food Gavin made. I smile, biting my lip as he winks down at me."You made me breakfast?"His lips tilt up in a smile that could make any girl swoon. It makes my heart race."Wasn’t that our deal?"I pull his face down to my parted lips, clutching onto his hair as he lifts the tray away from my lap and grazes his teeth along my jaw."Oh, yes."His lips tease my neck and graze over my shoulder. I moan softly, gripping onto his shoulders as my head falls back.“I want to try something, Sophia," he whispers, his minty breath covering the oversensitive skin of my neck."Okay..." My eyes flutter close as I feel my core tighten."Grasp the headboard above your head now."What? I open my eyes, seeing his heated gaze, and I comply. I grasp onto the wooden headboard with both hands, never taking my eyes off Gavin’s."Gavin..."He slips the sheet a
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CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
I lean my head against Gavin's shoulder as he eases out into the midday traffic. His eyes flit down to mine and his lips tilt up into that youthful smile that first hooked me in the parking lot of Eli's studio.His phone vibrates in the cup holder and I hand it to him, intertwining our fingers absentmindedly."Hi, Mom," he says. Crap, his mother?"No. Yes, she’s with me."He gazes down at me, sighing and seeming agitated. What did she say?"What? Mom...I’m not sure if that’s a good idea..." He pauses, listening. I wonder vaguely what his mother is like. She certainly raised him well."Okay, I’ll talk to her about it. I love you. Bye."He hangs up, huffing a laugh as he parks beside the studio. "What was that about?" He grins, kissing my lips softly as he leads me out of the Jaguar. "She wants to meet you. How does dinner next Tuesday sound?" Oh my. "I’d love that. This might take a while since it’s my last session before the showcase. Gavin, you don’t have to stay." He opens the
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CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
"I’ll meet you in the car," she says, putting down her half of the bill as she scoots out of the booth. "Okay, hon."With a to-go box in hand, I check my messages, figuring on at least one or two from Gavin. Nothing. He must be busy, I tell myself and get into the car as Kel rants to someone about how thisis her special day and she deserves the world. I bite my lip, feeling a little bad for whoever is on the other end of the line.After a detour to Glendale Florist for an order change that Kel insisted we had to do, she parks toward the front of Thomas."Your man is rich!"I giggle, taking off my seat belt eagerly. Missing him already."I wouldn’t care if he was a janitor, Kel."She turns to me, smiling."I know, sweetie. Don’t take too long, we’ve got that dinner tonight.”I grab the food and make my way into the building, amazed at how massively huge it is.I hop onto the elevator, smoothing my sundress down my backside and letting my hair out of its bun. My mind starts to wander
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CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
Kel hands me a steaming hot cup of cocoa and kneels beside me on her couch."What happened?"I sigh, turning to her. I try to reach inside and grasp onto my inner strength but, honestly, I’m not sure if I have anything left."I saw him. Jasmine was there. His ex."She gasps, wiping my tears away. Her eyes are filled with compassion and especially with my broken heart, I’m thankful to have such a loving sister."Why was she there?""I don’t know. She was upset, I think. Gavin was holding her and then they kissed."I take in a breath then slowly let it out, trying in vain to keep my tears at bay."Oh, sweetheart, I’m so sorry. What happened next?"I gaze up at her, shrugging my shoulders in response."You didn’t talk to him?"I shake my head. What could he have possibly said to explain himself?"I couldn’t. I knew she wanted him back. I just never thought she’d take him from me like this." Then Kel pulls me into her arms and I let go. The tears come and my body shakes with sobs,unrelen
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CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
When I begrudgingly press end call on my phone, tears are welling in my eyes and they blur my vision. Pushing my car's door open, I walk across the way towards the apartment building where my Beautiful girl lives with her sister. I climb up the steps to her door and pause to pull my left hand through my hair before knocking three times. Please let her be here. Let her give me a chance to explain. And I'm immediately disappointed when Luke pulls open the door. A smug grin spreads his face.“Man you look like shit” I push his shoulder back and focus my eyes on the closed door to Sophia's bedroom in the hallway not even ten feet behind him.“Shut up, Luke. Is she here?” Hope fills my voice; I hadn't even realized I was going to end up here. But now, I’m determined to see her. To see that my girl is okay.“Asleep now, I think. But Gavin, you need to give her time. She's hurting right now.”God. I already knew this but having it said aloud caused the pit in my stomach to go deeper.“Lu
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CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
SophiaGavin has been admitted to the hospital, he's been in an accident. Sophia, he's in critical condition. The wordsrepeat over and over in my head and all the breath leaves my lungs as I hold the phone to my ear, claspingthe locket in my hand for some sort of comfort. Gavin is hurt. Or worse… God. If only I had been with himlast night, if only I hadn’t run away. The fear unfurls in the pit of my stomach and pushes against my ribs as I struggle for words."Sophia? Are you there sweetheart?" Lucas' familiar voice brings me back to the now."What? Yes, I’m here. What happened? Is he…"I hear his slow exhale of breath, which only spurs my fears on even more."He’s being looked at right now. Earlier, he called me and asked where your showcase was beingheld, and he said he had to see you. Sophia, sweetheart, you have to know that he loves you so much. I couldhear it in his voice; he was going crazy without you. I don't know what happened between him and his ex,but he was coming t
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CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
"Oh my God, this is all my fault," I whisper, a sob erupting from my chest as I bury my face into his shoulder.Lucas rubs my back slowly and tightens his arms around me as I sob quietly into his sweater."Shh you have to stay positive, Sophie. I saw him come in and I can tell you he wasn't in pain."Was he truly not in pain? God, I hope that’s true. Even with the past day’s events I will never wish pain or hurt for Gavin. He’s the one that brought me up when I couldn’t stand myself. He saved me. God, he loved me. I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving him.I sniff, nodding to reassure him I’m okay and I take a deep breath as Lucas releases me and wipes my tears away."I'm okay, go. It’s OK, I’ll see you later. Thank you, Luke," I whisper, faking a smile. Kel leans forward, giving me a kiss on my forehead."I’ll be back soon, go see your man, Sophia." She smiles warmly, hoping to lift my spirits and I wait until they turn the corner before wiping my cheeks and finding the strength to wa
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