Fated to More Than One のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 451 - チャプター 460

Lilith's POVI wake disorientated to Khai bringing me my baby.Lora has been unsettled for much of the day apparently, screaming so angrily that her poor little cheeks are flustered and her eyes blood shot.I have no clue of what's wrong with her but I think it might be to do with the fact we abandoned her for the last few days.She's unsettled and refusing to eat, and if I couldn't know better I'd have said she was upset and angry.I can understand that, I really can.I went into my body, allowed my hormones to rule me and in turn I left her to be looked after by god knows who.I hadn't stepped back, I hadn't ensured she was okay...I was in heat and I allowed that to rule me.I try feeding her but she's having none of it.I've tried cuddling, cradling, walking around with her in the sling but she's still having none of it.Khai tried to help me, he stays with me feeding me, reassuring me but he can read the things going through my mind, he can feel the guilt I feel for leaving her.

Theo's POVI hate seeing Lilith lay this still, her boy almost wasting away as her stomach swells with our children inside her.The days have become long, the evenings even longer.It’s as if I’m watching her waste away before me and some days…. Christ some days I sit and wonder whether she will never truly wake from whatever state this is.Tonight Lora’s being fussy, inconsolable actually yet it’s only me available at home because Khai’s run to help out a few pack members who have had a leak within their home.Over the weeks we’ve left our roles to my father and Lucas, the lack of interest in the pack only becoming more evident.And though I’m comfortable knowing they will protect us, it doesn’t mean I don’t worry about the happenings that I’ve all but lacked to care about. Lora wails her little head off against my chest as I cradle her between Lil and me, and though her mothers there and she’s touching her, tonight that doesn’t seem to be working for Lora.Her behaviour remains a m

Lilith’s POVPain, it radiates everywhere is I sit on the floor letting the internally pain scream it’s way out of my body.The tears stream quickly, the floor puddling with my anxiety, pain and fears. And though I wish they wouldn’t. Images flicker through my mind as if being out there. Images of Lora, and her upset and me being pregnant…Lora had a whirlwind of a bad week.Her in-consolation and lack of feeding has me emotional as we try our damned hardest to settle her throughout the days and the nights.But our break never comes and it's gotten to the point we've now decided to seek medical advice incase anything's wrong with her.Sitting here at the doctors office with our u settled baby as I worry about anything that could be wrong is not something I had planned on ever going through. It feels as if everyone around us is looking our way as she screams and I swear they think I’m an incapable mother. Maybe they're right, perhaps I’m not made to be a mother. I know I never imag

Khai's POVTo say I'm glad I had a reason to leave the house is an understatement.I specifically need time to think, and process the fact that Lilith’s been under far longer than the doctors had wanted. Never had I thought we would be sat here with Lora craving her unresponsive mother whilst we hope the boys will survive… even if their mother does not.It isn't typical of wolves human parts become so I’ll that their wolf cannot heal them but then again I guess Lil’s not the typical wolf, only being part wolf… if you can even count her being the creators daughter as being a wolf at all. Maybe her genetics has something to play with how her fate is panning out or perhaps this is exactly what Celeste had not factored in when creating her daughter but shit, what will we do with her?I throw myself into running from pack house, through the trees and around the bushes as I stretch my legs before jumping into the air as Obsidian takes to stretching his own. We run over to the training gr

Lilith's POVThe time drags as Theseus bids me farewell, his parting words of wisdom giving me hope I can escape from here."You must let go of the past and concentrate on the present. Allow you body and mind to reconnect? Your soul is not with your body, my darling."Urg, I wish I were home, laying between Khai and Theo in the aftermath love making or movie watching. To be holding Lora close to my chest, to touch my swollen stomach and feel my boys moving.Their bodies could be the undoing I need to snap out of this place that Theseus regarded as the fourth realm. I feel as if I should be sleeping yet I cannot quieten my mind down enough to be able to fall into slumber, instead my mind is racing and as is my heart as I beg someone, anyone to let me go home.Silence meets me from every direction yet there's also a sense of contentment coming from deep within that seems to have me calm beyond belief. Is someone touching me, is that warmth j feel in my left hand?I bring it up to my